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1. this wont last forever, nothing really lasts forever by Being_that_is_obsessed for milk friend

   Fandoms: grandson (US/Canada band)  

   • Explicit
   • Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   01 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Maxwell Joseph/Jordan Benjamin
   • Maxwell Joseph
   • Jordan Benjamin
   • Maxwell's mom "Maria Joseph"
   • Maxwell's dad "Mr. Joseph"
   • Connor Pledger
   • Trans Male Character
   • Author Is Not Religious
   • Catholicism
   • Inaccurate Catholicism
   • Suicide
   • Transphobia
   • Homophobia
   • Overdose
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Homophobic Language
   • Suicide Notes
   • Dreams
   • Angst
   • Memories
   • Birthday
   • Coming Out
   • Flashbacks
   • Getting Together
   • First Kiss
   • Anniversary
   • grief x2
   • Mild Smut
   • Sex as a metaphor for trust
   • Warning: Connor
   • References to eating disorders

   Summary

   Maxwell and Jordan were one in the same, all down to one major detail.

   They both struggled, albeit with their own separate things, but mostly the same thoughts;

   Being ugly, weak, too feminine, stupid, et cetera.

   Often, they both had their own thoughts about taking their lives, ending their suffering and allowing death to take them.

   The only difference, however, was that Maxwell succumbed to those thoughts.

   Series

   • Part 18 of grandson
   • Part 7 of AUs

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   21,847

   Chapters:

   9/9

   Comments:

   8

   Kudos:

   1

   Hits:

   64