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1. Crashing like a tidal wave by photographer_of_thoughts

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   05 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Hayden Pike
   • Rose Landry
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Galina Molchalina
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Eating Disorders
   • Disordered Eating
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Has an Eating Disorder
   • Bulimia
   • Therapy
   • Recovery
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Getting Back Together
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Excessive Drinking
   • POV Alternating

   Summary

   It feels like a dam has broken inside of him.

   All he wants is pizza. A donut. A milkshake.

   If he can’t have Ilya - if Ilya doesn’t want him - maybe he can have pizza instead.

   It’s a stupid thought. A dangerous thought. But it won’t leave.

   Or, Shane doesn’t get injured in the game and Ilya breaks it off between them. Shane’s eating disorder spirals out of control as a result.

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   English

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