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1. You weren't supposed to be a hero. by GothicPanic

   Fandoms: Jackpot Crash Course (RachelDrawsThis Video Game)  

   • Not Rated
   • Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   30 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Benny/Edwyn "Eddie" Gates (Jackpot Crash Course)
   • Benny (Jackpot Crash Course)
   • Sandbag (Jackpot Crash Course)
   • Sailor (Jackpot Crash Course)
   • Vega (Jackpot Crash Course)
   • Rook (Jackpot Crash Course)
   • Maneki (Jackpot Crash Course)
   • Cecilia (Jackpot Crash Course)
   • Angst
   • Pain
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Jackpot Crash Course Spoilers
   • Crying
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • The Author Regrets Nothing
   • The Author Regrets Everything
   • I woke up and choose pain
   • Self-Sacrifice
   • Survivor Guilt
   • Suicide
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Fighting

   Summary

   Fuck, fuck fuck.
   He can't be dead, he's- he's gotta be alive.
   Shit, shit.
   I should have been quicker, if Vick didn't pull that stupid trigger I would've gone with him.
   But he's gone...
   After Eddie's self Sacrifice Benny can't find a meaning in this shithole.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   965

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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