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1. we were the ones meant to be lost, but i didn't have it in me to be yours by allyofcortis

   Fandoms: CORTIS (Band)  

   • Explicit
   • Underage Sex
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   27 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Underage Sex
   • Martin Edwards/Kim Juhoon (CORTIS)
   • Martin Edwards & Kim Juhoon (CORTIS)
   • Ahn Keonho & Kim Juhoon
   • Martin Edwards (CORTIS)
   • Kim Juhoon (CORTIS)
   • Ahn Keonho
   • Martin Edwards's Parents (CORTIS)
   • Zhao Yufan | James
   • Eom Seonghyeon (CORTIS)
   • Top Martin Edwards (CORTIS)
   • Bottom Kim Juhoon (CORTIS)
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Fluff and Smut
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Eating Disorders
   • Anorexia
   • Body Image
   • Drug Use
   • Drug Addiction
   • Substance Abuse
   • Trauma
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Emotional Baggage
   • Codependency
   • Loneliness
   • Isolation
   • Caretaking
   • Self-Discovery
   • Emotional Hurt
   • Emotional Intimacy
   • Model Kim Juhoon
   • loser martin edwards
   • Martin Edwards is Whipped (CORTIS)

   Summary

   do real connections actually exist? or is that just something people made up so they don't end up completely alone?

   they say you don't find them. they find you. and once they do, they can just as easily make you lose yourself.

   juhoon and martin knew this better than anyone.

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

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