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1. I’ve been the best I can be by Anonymous

   Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   10 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • L/Yagami Light
   • Yagami Light
   • L (Death Note)
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Self-Harm
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Yotsuba Arc (Death Note)
   • Post-Yotsuba Arc (Death Note)
   • Trans Yagami Light
   • Yagami Light is Not Okay
   • Title from a Mitski Song
   • Song: Francis Forever (Mitski)

   Summary

   Light Yagami can do anything he sets his mind to. He can be the #1 student in Japan. He can become god. He can split open his skin.

   —

   After L dies, Light relapses.

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   English

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