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1. Why not me? by xlovez1

   Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M, Multi
   • Complete Work

   14 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Adrian/Rocky (Project Hail Mary)
   • Ryland Grace/Rocky
   • Adrian/Ryland Grace/Rocky
   • Adrian (Project Hail Mary)
   • Rocky (Project Hail Mary)
   • Ryland Grace
   • Dehumanization
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Do not trust a word of his
   • Panic Attacks
   • Dissociation
   • It/its used to dehumanize
   • Self-Harm
   • Self-Hatred
   • Adrian Needs a Hug (Project Hail Mary)
   • Miscommunication
   • Is the real villain of this fic
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • Science runs on vibes
   • Human Adrian (Project Hail Mary)
   • Human Rocky (Project Hail Mary)
   • Humanoid erdians
   • The autism made my writing better.
   • I accidentally gave Adrian an
   • Eating Disorders

   Summary

   Fic title from “Washing machine heart” by Mitski.
   Adrian hated the alien. He hated it as childish as that was. He reviled the creature. His mate had returned from space after decades only to call someone else “My sweet,” “My love,” and “My star.” And worst of all, Rocky was saying these things to the fucking alien!
   Or.
   Adrian feels replaced and everyone is bad at communication. And also Adrian is a really unreliable narrator. Something is not as it seems.

   Series

   • Part 2 of My PHM fics!

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   10,645

   Chapters:

   7/7

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