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1. What do you do with a loving feeling if the loving feeling makes you all alone? by I_bite666 for N1telyf4_blxss

   Fandoms: Original Work  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/M, Other
   • Complete Work

   27 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Original Female Character(s)/Original Male Character(s)
   • Original Male Character(s)/Original Nonbinary Character(s)
   • Original Nonbinary Character(s)
   • Angst
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Angst with a Sad Ending
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • The Author Regrets Everything
   • The Author Regrets Nothing
   • Porn with Feelings
   • Non-Explicit Sex
   • Sexual Trauma
   • Implied/Referenced Eating Disorders
   • Implied Sexual Content
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Passive Suicidality
   • Friends with Benefits
   • Situationships
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Self-Hatred
   • Past Trauma
   • Homelessness
   • Running Away
   • I Wrote This While Listening to Mitski's Music
   • Title from a Mitski Song
   • Song: A Loving Feeling (Mitski)
   • Inspired by Music
   • Misunderstandings
   • Miscommunication
   • One-Sided Attraction
   • Sad
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • Original Character(s)
   • Eating Disorders
   • Implied/Referenced Abuse
   • Arguing
   • Denial of Feelings
   • Lack of Communication
   • Fuckbuddies
   • Crying
   • Inspired by a Mitski Song
   • Mitski Song Lyrics
   • I'm Sorry

   Summary

   "What do you do with a loving feeling
   If the loving feeling makes you all alone?"

   The room always felt too small when they were stuck together.

   Emmi watched silently as Felix scribbled something into his notebook. It looked to be writing in Russian which wasnt surprising considering he was fluent in the language. God how Emmi wished they could just know what he was thinking, that would solve all their problems.

   Emmi's hand reached over to his left hand from under the table. The non-dominant hand tensed as they attempted a sweet gesture. Felix reluctantly wrapped his hand around theirs, and although he returned the gesture, Emmi could tell he didn't mean it as they did...

   ୧‿̩͙ ˖︵ ꕀ⠀ ♱⠀ ꕀ ︵˖ ‿̩͙୨

   Emmi loves Felix, but he only wants to be friends with benefits.

   (Inspired by a loving feeling by mother mitski)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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