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I knew it was fucked and honestly I wanted to bring it up to him, I did but, he just seemed so stand offish I didn’t want to bother him, or for him to bother me, I don’t know. Lately everything has set in. I’m with Tougou now, mom, dad and everyone, they are far off memories. I’ve traded a ratty red hoodie for red supreme one, my consistent home I’ve had for about 23 years for ratty apartments and hotel rooms. Gambling for thievery, and hitting on girls, for…not socializing at all. My life is simple these day get waisted, steal and sleep sometimes. That’s my life and honestly, I feel a thrill I’ve wanted to feel my whole 23 years of life. There’s only one price, only one thing. I can never disobey Tougou-san, if I don’t listen I’ll have to back to how these used to be, I’ll be back in that cycle of nothing. Unloved, unappreciated and most of all, alone. I don’t want that.
If he tells me to spy, I’ll spy, if he tells me to steal, I’ll steal. But if he tells me to kill, I get a little shaky but, it gets done…eventually. I’ve only killed three people at this point. For that I am very thankful. One was an old woman who just happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. The other two were just lowlifes who wouldn’t pay up, who weren’t worth Tougou’s time. I felt sour. I hate ending life. But Tougou says that the more you do it, the easier it is on the conscious. He tells me they aren’t real, that they don’t matter. I still dream, I still feel. It hurts. But his love makes it all better.
Lately I got him to admit that he loves me. It was in the middle of the night and he was amazingly drunk but I have to take it as facts, it’s the only thing I got. He’s the only thing I got. I have a lot of material things but, he’s the only one I’m allowed to be close with, so I love him, and he loves me. But the trouble is, I really don’t know what comes after this. No manga ever really goes very far after the confession, are we gonna have sex? Like kiss, hold hands? I’m excited but I feel bad, like bad as in, “Oooo you’re messing around with an older man” bad, even though I’ve literally done nothing with him yet.
So when I got out of bed this late afternoon, not really dressed about 7:37 pm, I was expecting Tougou-san to be fully clothed with his suit on, on the couch ready to bite my head off for sleeping so long, but instead I see a woman maybe in her 30s wearing nothing but lingerie on our couch. I felt intense emotion.
It hurt, IT HURT IT HURT. Why is there some woman in here? Tougou-san had me…so why, who the fuck was the ugly ass broad?!? Was it because she had a fucking pussy, fuck this fucking bitch, I can’t believe she is in here. Oh my fucking god. I saw red. I was so mad at her. I was livid. I’ve never felt such intense emotion. In my head I thought of Tougou and her locking lips being in love, him holding her and patting her head like he does me. A not so innocent kiss. It made me sick. Hell fucking no. I wasn’t a side bitch. I’ll never be a fucking side bitch. I turned around silently back into my room and grabbed the nearest death weapon, a common metal bat. I felt like a knife would be too messy, Tougou is always on me about the nice sofas we get. It doesn’t make sense but anyways…back to this bitch trying to steal my man, I dragged out the bat. I took a moment to think about if I wanted to do it, but I decided it was for the best. He’d probably keep seeing her and everything would come crashing down for me. I had to get rid of her and quickly and hopefully cleanly.
When I walked back into the living room I saw that she wasn’t sitting there any longer, she had walked into our small kitchen and poured some cherry 7up from the fridge into my cup, this bitch was using my cup, I saw red, after she set it down, she looked like she turned and saw me and wanted to say something but before she did, I grabbed her hair and knocked her head on the counter, she screamed and cried. She talked in muffles.
“H-He warned me that there was a brat with a temper here…but…” She said with fear. I just smirked at her. So she knew about me and still decided to come and fool around hell fucking no. I smashed her head against the cabinet again.
“Fucking whore, who the fuck do you think you are?” I yelled at her, the backlash from my throat hurting from the yell I just let out, I was seeing red. My pain of betrayal and anger leaving me a bit but I regained everything once I saw this broad, fuck her. There was the first swing. Blood slat. The second. Bone crack swing, third swing, and snap went her neck. She’s a goner. She is definitely gone. I killed her. Fuck I actually killed her. A part of me didn’t feel like I’d actually do it. It’s her fault, it’s her fault.
I let out a yell. It was short. Not exactly heat of the moment, I tried to rationalize it. She’s a home wrecker, did she really deserve to die? No. Who really does. She was in my way, now she’s not. I let go of her arm, walked out the kitchen calmly, everything was fine. All these bad thoughts started storming in my head, what if he loved her more than me? What if…what if….he was going to get rid of me and eventually just switch to her. I started to freak out emotionally. Getting on the floor, still clutching the bat, I felt so bad. I seriously killed her because I was jealous. The fuck was wrong with me. I was jealous and it hurt so much to feel so satisfied that she was gone. Everything felt so…bittersweet. I heard the lock turn on the door. I was so scared. It had to be Tougou. He would know what I did and how I felt. No I can’t, I can’t let him see me, I scrambled…no…no. Still he opened the door and walked in. He was silent that was odd. I knew he never called out that he was home but I would at least hear some sort of grumble or something, but no utter silence, it really bugged me more. I got up out of impulse and ran to where he was.
There I was in the blood splattered white T-shirt I was sleeping in, and red plaid boxers, I still had my sock on but my house shoes must’ve been kicked off somewhere in the kitchen. I made contact with Tougou he started to speak.
“Osomatsu-kun” He said a bit surprised, I could tell he looked me over. I bet by now he might’ve gotten an idea of what’s going but, there’s no way I’m going to let him enter that kitchen right now. I jumped and put my arms around him and rubbed my head in, in an embrace.
“Tougou-sama, I love you sooooo much welcome home” I said wrapping myself completely around him, he laughed and looked down at me.
“Hahah, don’t bullshit kid, someone’s dead in the kitchen, there’s blood on your shirt.” He said grabbing my arm tightly off of him, he twisted it, I moaned in slight pain, he let go and started to walk in the kitchen, I sighed and gave up trying to hide it, it was over.
I heard Tougou whistle in amazement, and I walked in behind him, I stayed silent and he picked up the bat and took a glace at it, touched her head and her pulse and then laughed a little bit more, I wonder what was so fucking funny, we have a literal dead body in our kitchen like what the fuck is even laughable, but god damn if I didn’t feel so light hearted that he was making light of the murder of his mistress.
“Why did you kill her Osomatsu? Jealous much?” Tougou said amused still in giggles. It felt so weird to see him laughing so much, I needed to calm down. I nodded, I was red faced, embarrassed, I finally decided to speak up.
“W-Who is she to you? You said that you loved me last night…and I…I was so upset WHY THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE HER HERE, WHEN YOU HAVE ME?!?” I suddenly started yelling.
“Who do you think you’re talking to like that?” He said sternly. Then went back to his neutral but amused composure.
“W-Who is she?” I cowered a little bit. Tougou shook his head.
“She’s a whore who came to give us our nightly fair share of the money she collect last night, I told you, drug trafficking and stealing is us, but there are still some whores I’m in charge of…course you were too busy playing with your fucking 3ds to even listen, damn brat.” Tougou grumbled at me, I felt sick in my stomach.
I killed her, I honestly killed her, over nothing…she was a whore…who…I… tears came lots of sobs, Tougou put his arm around me, and whispered to me.
“You’re such a bad boy Osomatsu-kun, I’ll have to punish you later…but for now…we need to get rid of the stiff.” Tougou said pointing at the gore pile of the dead bat beaten woman on the floor. Somehow being called a “bad boy and being punished” Didn’t sound so bad, either he’s into that weird shit or I was going to get my ass kicked, but either way I was okay with it, I nodded and looked up at him.
“Yes sir~” I strolled off to get the ammonia, bleach and a sponge and a flammable plastic back, maybe some gloves, is that all I needed to get this place clean, then we’ll probably take a nice drive. Tougou sat down check the mail he came in with. I put on my super moe apron and started cleaning the crime scene, we heard a knock at the door, I jumped out of my skin. Tougou chuckled.
“Time to test your acting skills, kid." Tougou said with an amused look on his face.
to be continued.