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1. Not Our Own by goforfelix

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   07 Sep 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Hayden Pike
   • Jackie Pike
   • Hayden Pike's Children
   • Ottawa Centaurs Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Montreal Voyageurs | Montreal Metros Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • FTM Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov Has Nipple Piercings
   • Ilya Rozanov Has Piercings
   • Shane Hollander Has A Vagina
   • Shane Hollander Has Panic Attacks
   • Trans
   • Identity Issues
   • Tattoos
   • Piercings
   • Top Surgery Scars
   • Pre-Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Headcanon
   • Vaginal Sex
   • Vaginal Fingering
   • Squirting and Vaginal Ejaculation
   • Cunnilingus
   • First Time
   • First Time Blow Jobs
   • Blow Jobs
   • Praise Kink
   • Degradation Kink
   • Ilya Rozanov is Obsessed With Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Speaks French
   • References to Depression
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Shane Is Not Totally Incompetent
   • How Do I Tag
   • I like em dashes
   • Angst
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort

   Summary

   Shane’s breath came out shaky, but something inside loosened. He let himself move, peeling away the last of his clothes, letting the packer fall to the floor with the rest, nothing left to hide behind. For a beat, he braced himself, afraid to look up and see disappointment or confusion.

   But Rozanov’s only reaction was awe, absolute, reverent hunger. His hands found Shane’s hips, holding him steady, eyes drinking in every inch. “You really are hot as fuck,” he whispered, voice rough with sincerity, as if he couldn’t believe his luck.

   “You make me so curious. Ты сводишь меня с ума.” You drive me crazy.
   Rozanov murmured, pressing a kiss to Shane’s sternum, lingering there. Shane let out a shaky laugh, overwhelmed by how easy it was to believe him, whatever it may be that he mumbled in his native tongue.

   Then Rozanov pulled back, grabbing tissues. “Okay, was fun.”
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   A retelling of the story of Hollanov through the lens of identity, self-acceptance, and the rights of queer and transgender people to exist and be themselves.
   —
   Or: Shane and Ilya's relationship through the years, but Shane is transgender FTM (‘cause i can duh)

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