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Aemond Targaryen had been eight years old the first time his brother asked whether fate had forgotten him.
It had been said at supper, carelessly, with Aegon’s mouth still shining from wine he was too young to drink and a piece of sugared pear caught between his fingers. Their mother had gone still. Their father had pretended not to hear. Helaena had lowered her eyes to the beetle crawling along the inside of her sleeve as if it carried kinder news than the table did.
Aemond had not yet understood why the question made the air change.
He understood soon enough.
In the houses of old Valyrian blood, mate marks were not private things. They were lineage, proof, promise, and prophecy pressed into skin. Babies were inspected for early signs of fire in the blood. Children were watched for fever dreams, smoke in the throat, scales beneath the nails. At first shift, bells were rung. At first mark, halls were dressed in flame-coloured silk, servants ran messages between estates, and mothers wept as if the gods themselves had reached down to arrange a future.
Aemond had shifted early.
Too early, some said. Too violently, said others, though never where Alicent could hear them. He had been all bone and fury then, a sharp-faced second son with scraped knuckles and a pride too large for his small body. The change had come on a storm night, after Aegon had shoved him into the mud behind the training yard and laughed until Aemond’s ears rang with it.
Aemond remembered the taste of rain in his mouth. The sting of gravel in his palms. The sound of Aegon calling him little hatchling, little nothing, little prince without a fire worth fearing.
Then the dragon had answered. Not prettily. Not with the clean unfolding taught by keepers and blood-tutors in vaulted chambers. It had torn through him, hot and graceless, all screaming bone and black-green scale, wings battering the rain into steam. He had broken three stone posts, scorched half the practice yard, and frightened a visiting lord’s son so badly the boy wet himself behind a column.
After that, no one called his fire small. But power had not brought the mark.
Years passed. His dragon grew. His control sharpened. His tutors praised the precision of his shifts, the force of his flame, the stillness with which he could hold the beast beneath his skin until other boys shook from the effort. Men who had laughed at him began to lower their voices when he entered training yards. Women watched him from balconies and looked away too quickly when he noticed. Still, his skin remained blank.
No curl of gold beneath his ear. No old fire at his collarbone. No hidden bloom along wrist, throat, ribs, or spine. Nothing. The gods, the blood, fate, whatever name fools gave to the thing that paired dragons across crowded halls and battlefields, had looked upon Aemond Targaryen and withheld its hand.
Aegon never tired of reminding him. “Perhaps your mate saw you coming and threw herself into the sea,” he had said once, sprawled drunk across a window seat while Aemond cleaned blood from his knuckles after training.
Aemond had not answered. He had learned long before that insult became smaller when starved of sound. But silence did not mean the words missed. They struck. They stayed. They made a home in some dark chamber beneath his ribs, where the dragon curled around them and grew meaner.
By nineteen, Aemond had decided the matter was beneath him.
If fate had no taste for him, he would have no use for fate. Mate marks were useful for lesser men who required permission from blood and superstition before choosing what they wanted. Aemond required no such permission. He had built himself out of discipline, pain, and every humiliation his brother had been foolish enough to give him. He would not bend his life around a mark that had never had the courage to appear.
He had chosen Alys Rivers instead.
She was not warm. That was part of the appeal. Warmth was easy. Court girls offered it like ribbons, smiling too quickly and lowering their lashes whenever he turned his eye upon them. Alys did neither. She looked at him as if she had already seen the shape of every ugly thought in his head and found nothing there worth flinching from.
Older, low-voiced, unsettlingly calm, she moved through Harrenhal’s shadowed corridors as if the stones had taught her secrets and she had found most of them dull. She did not reach for him. She did not simper. She did not ask whether he was lonely, whether the blank skin beneath his collar troubled him, whether it was difficult to be one of the most powerful dragons of his line and still be looked at by some as incomplete.
Aemond liked that best of all.
He liked that she seemed beyond the reach of the childish dream that governed half the Fireblooded court. No girlish waiting for a mark. No sweet fantasies of bells and silk and a mate who would kneel as if destiny had made him gentle. Alys belonged to no one’s story. That made Aemond want to write her into his.
He would have her. Mark or no mark. Blood’s blessing or none.
That was what he told himself the morning of the Fireblooded Conclave, while servants fastened black clasps along the high collar of his coat and the city below the Red Keep glittered in the hard white light of late morning.
The Conclave had been dressed as a matter of law.
All great dragonlord houses had been summoned. Minor Valyrian houses too, though no one said aloud how sharply some lords resented being reminded that old blood could pool in places too small to command armies. The official purpose was registration, safety, and reaffirming ancient custom after the scandal that had torn through court like wildfire: Prince Daemon’s claiming of Liora, the lowborn Fireblooded girl who had lived for years hidden beneath herbs, patched collars, and lies.
Unofficially, everyone wanted to know how many more unclaimed dragons were breathing beneath their noses.
Aemond had watched the court devour that story with shining eyes and frightened mouths. Liora had been called dangerous by men who would have chained her if they had found her first. Daemon had been called reckless by men who envied only that he had succeeded. Viserys had called for order. Alicent had called for propriety. The old houses had called for stricter registries, then quietly sent letters home asking which daughters had cousins no one spoke of.
So the Conclave filled the Red Keep with silk, scent, old blood, and sharper questions.
Aemond entered the great hall after his mother and before Aegon, because Aegon had insisted on arriving late enough to be noticed and early enough to find wine. Sunlight fell through high arched windows, scattering pale gold over polished stone. Banners hung from the rafters in long tongues of colour: Targaryen red and black, Velaryon sea-blue, Celtigar silver and red, and the lesser sigils of houses whose names carried old Valyrian syllables but little current power.
Aemond despised it on sight. Not the power. He had never despised power. He despised the performance of restraint around it. Women whose mothers had measured their collars to expose just enough throat. Sons of middling houses standing too straight in the hope that a princess might notice the line of their jaw. Old men speaking of blood purity while pretending not to scent the servants who passed too close with silver trays.
“Try not to look as though you wish to set fire to the room,” Alicent murmured beside him.
“I make no promises.”
His mother’s mouth tightened, though whether with displeasure or the effort not to sigh, he could not say. She had been watching him carefully for weeks, ever since the Conclave was announced. As if a room full of eligible Fireblooded daughters might do what years of fate had not.
Aemond almost pitied her hope. Almost.
“Brother,” Aegon said, appearing at his other side with a cup already in hand. “Do smile. Some poor girl may be waiting for destiny to reveal you and will think fate has cursed her twice if you glower like that.”
Aemond did not look at him. “Try not to be sick on anyone important.”
“No promises.” Aegon grinned into his wine. “Though if your mark appears today, I may choke before I manage it. Can you imagine? All these years, and fate finally decides to scrape the bottom of some minor house’s cradle.”
Aemond’s fingers flexed once at his side. Aegon saw. Of course he saw. His smile widened with the particular cruelty of men too often forgiven. “Careful,” Aegon said softly. “You will frighten off all the girls fate has not chosen for you.”
Before Aemond could answer, the herald’s staff struck stone.
“House Celtigar of Claw Isle.”
Aemond’s attention did not turn at once. There was no need. Minor houses entered rooms in a particular way, no matter how old their blood. Carefully. Proudly. With the trained dignity of people who had spent centuries being reminded that ancient lineage and present power were not the same thing.
Still, something in the hall shifted.
Lord Celtigar came first, narrow-shouldered and silver-haired, his ceremonial mantle clasped with a crab of red enamel and pearl. His lady walked beside him in seafoam silk, chin lifted with a grace sharp enough to cut. Behind them came two sons, both pale and polished and forgettable in the way young men became when they had been told too often to stand straight and say little.
Then came Lord Celtigar’s daughter.
Aemond noticed her only because Aegon made a small, amused sound beside him. “There,” Aegon murmured. “A maiden out of a nursemaid’s song. Perhaps fate will be gentle and give her to someone with two eyes and a better temper.”
Aemond looked then, more from irritation than interest.
The young woman seemed slight beneath the high vaults of the hall and the weight of all those watching eyes. Her hair was pale as moonlit shell, braided back with tiny pearls that caught the sun when she moved. Her gown was silver-blue, modest at the throat and wrists, embroidered in delicate threads of coral red. She walked at her mother’s side with one gloved hand folded neatly over the other, composed enough to pass for calm to anyone who did not know how to look closely.
Pretty, Aemond thought, and dismissed her in the same breath.
There were many pretty women in the hall. Pretty was the easiest thing for a noble daughter to be. It required tutors, mirrors, and mothers willing to turn childhood into preparation. This one had all the expected softness: lowered lashes, careful posture, a mouth trained for polite smiles before honest answers.
Not Alys.
The thought arrived before he had meant to invite it. He looked away.
The formal greetings blurred into the usual courtly performance. Names, bows, measured compliments, the rustle of silk, the scrape of sword belts against stone. Lord Celtigar bent the knee with practiced correctness. His lady curtsied. Their sons bowed. Their daughter lowered herself last, graceful and quiet, and rose with her gaze fixed somewhere safely below the royal dais.
Aemond had already stopped watching. That was his first mistake.
***
Aelora Celtigar had been imagining the day her mate mark would wake to a bond since she was six years old.
Not constantly. She was not foolish, no matter what her brothers suggested whenever they caught her lingering too long over old songs. She knew marks did not always bloom sweetly. She knew some bonds came late, some came hard, and some came with teeth before tenderness. Her mother had never lied to her about the old ways. Fireblooded love was still Fireblooded, and dragons were not made gentle merely because poets preferred them that way.
But Aelora had believed in the beautiful part anyway. Daughters of old blood were raised on such stories whether their families admitted it or not. A prince across a feast hall. A warrior returning from battle and going still at the scent of a woman he had never seen. A mark blooming beneath silk like dawn under skin. Bells ringing from towers. A mother’s tears. A father’s pride. A mate who crossed a crowded room as if every step had been written into his bones long before either of them was born.
Aelora had never imagined herself the sort of woman a room would notice first. Her cousins were brighter, her brothers louder, the daughters of greater houses trained to glitter like sharpened jewels beneath every chandelier. Aelora had always been more comfortable at the edges: near windows, beside older women, half-hidden by the court’s noise, listening while others turned themselves into spectacle.
Still, she had wondered. When the mark came, would she know before anyone else did? Would it warm softly, like sunlight through glass, or strike through her with all the old fire her nurse had whispered about when she thought Lady Celtigar was not listening? Would he smile when he saw her? Would he be relieved? Would he choose her back?
That morning, as House Celtigar crossed the great hall beneath banners that belonged to houses far more powerful than hers, Aelora tried very hard not to think of any of that.
The Red Keep pressed around her like a living thing. Too much heat. Too much scent. Wax, perfume, metal, fireblood, ambition. Every great house seemed to have brought its sharpest daughters and proudest sons. Every smile meant three things at once. Every glance measured lineage, power, fertility, usefulness.
Aelora remained close at her mother’s side, not because she was afraid, but because she knew herself well enough to value an anchor.
“Chin up,” Lady Celtigar murmured without moving her lips.
Aelora lifted it. That was when she saw him.
Prince Aemond Targaryen stood near the queen with one hand clasped behind his back and his face arranged into something colder than boredom. He was taller than she had expected, leaner too, all severe lines beneath black cloth clasped high at the throat. His silver hair fell straight over one shoulder, bright as a blade in the sun from the windows. The patch over one eye should have made him seem incomplete. It did not.
He looked like something carved for war and taught court manners afterward. Beautiful, yes, but in the way a drawn sword was beautiful when the light found its edge. His remaining eye moved over the hall without softness, missing nothing, wanting nothing, granting nothing.
Then his gaze passed over her. Only passed. It did not catch. It did not linger. He looked, dismissed, and turned away.
Aelora should not have felt anything at all. Instead, the mark beneath her collarbone woke like a coal breathed suddenly into flame. Heat spilled through her so swiftly that her knees nearly forgot their purpose. Her gloved fingers tightened together at her waist. The hall blurred at the edges, all banners and faces and bright stone fading beneath the fierce, impossible awareness blooming in her chest.
There.
The word did not come from thought. It came from blood. From the dragon sleeping beneath her skin. From every story she had tried not to believe too much, rising up inside her with terrible, radiant certainty.
Him.
Aelora drew one shaking breath and looked at Prince Aemond again.
This time, her mark burned bright enough to hurt.