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1. Even when we fade eventually, you will always be my favorite form of loving by Femboy_Energy

   Fandoms: Lord of the Flies - William Golding  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   30 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Jack Merridew/Ralph
   • Jack Merridew & Simon
   • Ralph & Simon (Lord of the Flies)
   • Piggy & Ralph (Lord of the Flies)
   • Jack Merridew & Roger
   • Maurice & Jack Merridew
   • Maurice/Sam (Lord of the Flies)
   • Jack Merridew
   • Roger (Lord of the Flies)
   • Ralph (Lord of the Flies)
   • Simon (Lord of the Flies)
   • Piggy (Lord of the Flies)
   • Maurice (Lord of the Flies)
   • Samneric (Lord of the Flies)
   • Choir Boys (Lord of the Flies)
   • Forced Proximity
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • My First Fanfic
   • Alternate Universe - Boarding School
   • Ralph Needs a Hug (Lord of the Flies)
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Unrequited Love
   • Not Actually Unrequited Love
   • Religious Guilt
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Slow Burn
   • Crying
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Sorry Not Sorry
   • Jack Being an Asshole
   • Out of Character
   • Jack Needs a Hug
   • Vomiting
   • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
   • After the Island (Lord of the Flies)
   • Post-Canon
   • It Gets Worse
   • Self-Harm
   • Astronomy
   • Angst and Tragedy
   • Jack has REALLY BAD mental health
   • Jack doesnt have ill intent
   • Implied rogermon??
   • Bad Ending
   • Sharing a Bed
   • Cuddling
   • author isnt british
   • Jack is misunderstood
   • and they were ROOMMATES
   • It gets better before it gets worse
   • No beta we die like SImon
   • No beta we die like piggy
   • Homophobic Language
   • Slurs

   Summary

   When all else goes to hell, I still love you <3

   After the island, Jack is sent to a boarding school for mentally ill boys, but both his past and his future reside there.

   Series

   • Part 1 of And you love me.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   9,892

   Chapters:

   10/20

   Comments:

   11

   Kudos:

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   Bookmarks:

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