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1. Self Destructive Tendencies by valkyreiis

   Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   16 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Peter Parker & Tony Stark
   • Steve Rogers/Tony Stark
   • Peter Parker & Natasha Romanov
   • Peter Parker & Steve Rogers
   • Michelle Jones & Ned Leeds & Peter Parker
   • Pepper Potts/Natasha Romanov
   • Peter Parker
   • Tony Stark
   • Pepper Potts
   • Steve Rogers
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
   • Clint Barton
   • Thor (Marvel)
   • Happy Hogan
   • Michelle Jones (Marvel)
   • Ned Leeds
   • James "Rhodey" Rhodes
   • Bruce Banner
   • Sam Wilson (Marvel)
   • Bullying
   • Implied/Referenced Eating Disorders
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Self-Destruction
   • Tony Stark Acting as Peter Parker's Parental Figure
   • Steve Rogers Acting as Peter Parker's Parental Figure
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • Broken Bones
   • Fainting
   • Protective Tony Stark
   • Protective Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
   • Protective Steve Rogers
   • Past Pepper Potts/Tony Stark
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Physical Abuse
   • Bully Flash Thompson
   • Peter Parker has Spinnerets | Organic Web-Shooters
   • I'm Bad at Tagging
   • I'm Bad at Summaries
   • Stark Industries Intern Peter Parker
   • Stark Industries Internship Program (Marvel)
   • Avengers Team Members as Family (Marvel)
   • The Avengers Do Not Know Peter Parker is Spider-Man
   • Peter Parker is a Mess
   • Avengers Team Members Live in Avengers Tower (Marvel)
   • no beta we die like my will to live
   • sleep deprivation as self-harm
   • Explosions
   • Peter Parker Has Fangs
   • Swearing

   Summary

   Peter Parker doesn't believe that he deserves to live, or at least that he is the one to after losing May.
   No one would get hurt if he just died.

   Old habits resurfaces a result.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   7,948

   Chapters:

   5/?

   Comments:

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