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1. The Power of Perceived Abandonment by GiveMeMoreShips

   Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/F
   • Work in Progress

   27 Sep 2026

   Tags

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   • Jax/Pomni (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Pomni (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Ragatha (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Caine (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Zooble (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Gangle (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Kinger (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Abstracted Jax (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax De-Abstracts (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax is Bad at Feelings (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax Being an Asshole (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax Needs a Hug (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Trans Jax (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Pomni Needs a Hug (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Pomni Has a Bad Time (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Angst
   • Jax Has Internalized Transphobia (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Mutual Pining
   • Pomni Has a Mental Breakdown (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • giving Jax all of my own issues
   • Jax accept your pronouns for Pomni to feast on you
   • Jax Has BPD | Borderline Personality Disorder (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Amnesia
   • Soft Jax (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Eventual Smut
   • Abstraction (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax Uses He/Him Pronouns Initially
   • Fear of Abandonment
   • Codependency
   • Caretaker burnout
   • Emotional Dysregulation
   • unhealthy relationship dynamics
   • Relationship Sabotage
   • Slow Burn
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Body Horror
   • Self-Destructive Behavior
   • Identity Issues
   • recovery is not linear
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • post-episode 9
   • Canon Divergence
   • Background Relationships
   • Written by someone diagnosed with BPD

   Summary

   After unexpectedly returning from abstraction, Jax is left with missing memories, an unfamiliar softness and a growing fear that everyone has already learnt how to live without him. The more terrified he becomes of losing Pomni, the more he pulls her close, pushes her away and forces her to prove that she still wants him.

   Pomni is determined to help Jax recover, even if it means ignoring her own resentment, exhaustion and increasingly disturbing symptoms. While Jax attempts to rebuild the relationships he destroyed and confront the parts of himself he buried long before entering the circus, Pomni quietly makes herself responsible for keeping him stable.

   Jax is terrified Pomni will abandon him. Pomni is terrified he will stop needing her. Neither of them notices how badly they are hurting each other until Pomni begins disappearing too.

    

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   English

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