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    Shane Hollander is ashamed and humiliated after hooking up with Ilya in the penthouse is Las Vegas in 2014. They hadn't even kissed. He's had enough of whatever this is with Ilya. It's too hard. Too painful. Too confusing.

    So, he visits Lacuna, a place that promises to make him forget. Shane is wiped clean of every intimate moment he and Ilya shared, left only with the bland memories of hockey.

    When Ilya Rozanov faces off against Shane the next season, he meets Shane's eyes and sees Shane looking back at him like he's a stranger. Like he doesn't know him off the ice. Like he doesn't know what Ilya looks like when he comes.

    Horror-struck, Ilya spends the entire season spiraling. But when he learns what Shane did, he vows to do anything he can to get him back.

    ~

    Loosely inspired by Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

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