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1. kissed me in a way (that's gonna screw me up forever) by Standinginmoonlight

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   27 Sep 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Minor Shane Hollander/Rose Landry - Relationship
   • Shane Hollander/Jessica | Shane Hollander's Ex-Girlfriend
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Jessica | Shane Hollander's Ex-Girlfriend
   • Rose Landry
   • Established Relationship
   • post TLG
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • POV Shane Hollander
   • First Kiss
   • Falling In Love
   • Compulsory Heterosexual Shane Hollander
   • Making Out
   • Grinding
   • Public Display of Affection
   • Tooth-Rotting Fluff
   • they just really love each other
   • I don't know how else to tell you that
   • Character Study
   • if you really squint
   • Mild Sexual Content
   • Lover boys of all time
   • POV Ilya Rozanov
   • Five Stages of Grief
   • Depression
   • Heartache
   • Vodka
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Codependency
   • again they are just so in love
   • sorry they just are
   • Discussions Around Suicide

   Summary

   The thing is this: Shane had never really cared for kissing. Like, objectively.

   or: Shane really, really likes kissing his husband.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   9,559

   Chapters:

   2/2

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