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1. I never want to let you down by vulpes_99

   Fandoms: My Chemical Romance (Band), I'm Not Okay (I Promise) - My Chemical Romance (Music Video)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   23 Oct 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Ray Toro/Gerard Way
   • Frank Iero/Mikey Way
   • Gerard Way
   • Mikey Way
   • Ray Toro
   • Frank Iero
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Fluff
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Nightmares
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Panic Attacks
   • Anxiety
   • Alternate Universe - High School
   • Temporary Hurt No Comfort
   • Past Bullying
   • Hospitals
   • Protective Siblings
   • Absent Parents
   • Gerard Way Needs a Hug
   • no beta we die like mikey in the ghost of you
   • Non-Sexual Intimacy
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • Title from a My Chemical Romance Song
   • Sequel
   • Self-Hatred
   • Depression
   • Older sibling guilt
   • References to Supernatural (TV 2005)
   • Whump

   Summary

   Everything is fine.
   His brother is alive and happy, he just got a scholarship for his dream art school, and he has a boyfriend who loves him more than anything. Yet for some reason, he can feel himself slowly slipping away, and the last thing he would ever do is burden the people he loves by begging and pleading for them to save him from this living nightmare.

   or

   Gerard has a wee bit of ptsd

   Series

   • Part 2 of Im not okay (I promise)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   7,383

   Chapters:

   7/?

   Comments:

   43

   Kudos:

   33

   Bookmarks:

   3

   Hits:

   394