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1. I Don’t Deserve Your Tears, Please Hate Me Instead by Simply_Astral

   Fandoms: Strength SMP  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   23 Sep 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • JudeLow/Sharpness (Video Blogging RPF)
   • JudeLow (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Sharpness (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Boomiee (Video Blogging RPF)
   • ParkerGameBrain (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Angst
   • Emotional Hurt
   • Regret
   • Bittersweet Ending
   • Self-Sabotage
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Miscommunication
   • One Shot
   • JudeLow Needs a Hug (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Self-Doubt

   Summary

   He and Sharpness had something more between them. His own words began to hurt because Sharpness was more than just a good fighter.

   Jude had always felt that they were similar, both known for their professions. Yet no one wanted to know the real them. But they knew each other better than anyone else who had tried to understand them.

   Jude knew this was better.

   This was the best option.

   ———————-
   Or: Sometimes there are moments when you feel like there’s nothing more you can do, when it’s simply better to let go of what you loved and start over. JudeLow found himself in exactly that situation. Right after being banned from the server, he started wondering where everything had gone wrong...

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