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1. head over feet by spelling__bee

   Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   08 Oct 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • past ilya rozanov/svetlana vetrova - Relationship
   • past Shane Hollander/Rose Landry - Relationship
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Alexei Rozanov's Daughter
   • Original Dog Character(s)
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Second Chances
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Future Fic
   • Post-Canon
   • Post-Divorce
   • Career Ending Injuries
   • Retirement
   • References to Depression
   • References to Addiction
   • Getting Back Together
   • Porn with Feelings
   • Homophobic Language
   • References to Suicide
   • everyone loves sadie the dog
   • Racism
   • poisonous parasocial TMZ/paparazzi/celebrity culture
   • what if the cottage was an airbnb in north york with a foosball table
   • Hopeful Ending

   Summary

   It's been a long time. I owe you an apology…

   It knocks the wind out of Ilya, sitting on his couch on a normal afternoon.

   (Ilya's life and POV, before, during, and after the events of if my life is mine.)

   Series

   • Part 2 of reunion verse

   Language:

   English

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