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1. former prodigy by ghosttotheparty

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   13 Oct 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Was Never a Professional Hockey Player
   • hear me out
   • Reunions
   • Getting to Know Each Other
   • Fast Burn
   • soulmate behaviour
   • discussion of:
   • Major Character Injury
   • Career Ending Injuries
   • Drunk Driving
   • Injury Recovery
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Drug Addiction
   • Intimacy
   • Body Worship
   • Kissing
   • Blow Jobs
   • Deepthroating
   • Spit Kink
   • Frottage
   • Shane Hollander is Obsessed With Ilya Rozanov
   • Disabled Shane Hollander
   • Artist Shane Hollander
   • Hopeless Romantic Ilya Rozanov
   • Art
   • art by author

   Summary

   "I'm okay. I'm right here."

   "You have not been. You have not been okay, and you have not been right here, and I did not know—"

   "Nobody knew. I disappeared, Ilya, I wanted to. I needed to."

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   it's been years since ilya saw shane hollander. he's different now.

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