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    Summary

    Part Two;

    They’re not HIM and if it’s not Him then he just—CAN’T. He feels sick to his stomach just LOOKING because none of those men are Cas and he only wants CAS, but Cas isn’t real… Yet he can’t keep himself from stupidly looking for him.

    (Just to clarify, the character death is temporary and canon.)

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