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1. Shooting at Shadows by elliedew, yesmsmoran (elliedew)

   Fandoms: Supernatural  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M, Other, F/M, Gen
   • Work in Progress

   19 Dec 2021

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
   • Dean Winchester/OFCs
   • Ruby/Sam Winchester
   • Sam Winchester/OFCs
   • Dean Winchester
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Sam Winchester
   • Bobby Singer
   • Ellen Harvelle
   • Jo Harvelle
   • Rufus Turner
   • Pamela Barnes
   • Unobtrusive OCs - Character
   • mentions of recreational drug use past and present
   • Blood and Gore
   • Canon Typical Violence
   • hell issues
   • Demons
   • Angels
   • Post-Hell Issues
   • Food Issues
   • Vomiting
   • Depression
   • Graphic descriptions of violence
   • it's hell people what do you think happens there?
   • Abuse to Oldsmobiles
   • MAY BE TRIGGERY READ CAREFULLY
   • Possible Squick
   • h/c
   • H/NO C
   • AU season 3-5 may be spoilery if you haven't watched them
   • Eating Disorder
   • Permanent Injury
   • Mentions of self-harm
   • self destructive behavior
   • Angst
   • Temporary Character Death
   • Suicidal Ideation
   • Masturbation
   • Family Dynamics
   • Family Feels
   • Elliedew is trying to get this fic out of the hell she put it in

   Summary

   Part Two;

   They’re not HIM and if it’s not Him then he just—CAN’T. He feels sick to his stomach just LOOKING because none of those men are Cas and he only wants CAS, but Cas isn’t real… Yet he can’t keep himself from stupidly looking for him.

   (Just to clarify, the character death is temporary and canon.)

   Series

   • Part 2 of Sweet Dreams and Scattershot

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   506,374

   Chapters:

   58/?

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