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It’s been a long time and I’m sorry for that. I went on medication to help balance my emotions and found myself not hyperfixating on this fandom anymore (still love you guys lol). I was always honest about having a hard time dealing with my past abusive relationship but I genuinely think I’m getting better!
I still get nightmares (usually getting attacked by strangers and men I know alike) and have trouble connecting with men, but I’m not sleeping around anymore and I’m actually trying to build a stable relationship with someone. It might not work out but I’m happy that I’m trying.
I made way more friends—we’re planning trips together! I have two new puppies who require my attention 24/7, and I’m trying to get back into writing. Not on here, but actual stories I might publish someday. I still check on this website every once in a while to see if any stories catch my eye, but as I see it, I won’t be continuing this story. That may change, but until that day comes, I welcome anyone to take this story and make it their own. I’m not sure where I was going with it and just got lost, but maybe you guys see the path ahead better than I.
So, get creative. Take my story and continue it how you wanted it to. Change it. Transform it. Love it like I couldn’t.
Let me know how it goes and please don’t hesitate to ask me any questions! I have a Twitter (beathebea1), and even if you just want to talk, I’ll gladly listen