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Binnie
It’s been a while. Don’t disappear on me and ghost me, you know I worry about you. And I’m sorry but I’ll never stop reaching out. Get out of your shell already, man. I’ve missed ya.
Felix told me you were invited to the wedding and wanted to reach out to me. I think that what you're doing is great, very healing, and of course I wanna be there for you. Let’s go together, shall we? I don’t want you to be alone there, on that day. It’ll be tough for you and definitely crushing, but you won’t be alone, that loneliness will end up killing you. Let me in and help you.
I think it’d be good for you to go. Like a final goodbye, you know? Like closing a painful chapter in your life. I know deep down you want them to be happy. I know you think Felix deserves that.
But you deserve it too. This may be your dead end but there’s so much more out there, so many new exciting people to meet. There’s someone out there who’s perfect for you. You have to open yourself up a bit. If you can't do it on your own, I can help you with that.
Maybe it’s still too early for you to be thinking about entering another relationship (it really isn’t because it’s been years but you’re slow, man). If you wanna be alone, just say so. But I don’t think you want to be alone, not forever at least. I don’t think this loneliness is good for you.
I wanna be the helping hand you seek and need. Stop ignoring me and pretending you don’t need me, okay? I care about you.
Love ya man,
Chan