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  1. 31

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    "When Till miraculously confessed he had feelings, Ivan didn't cry. The happiness was wonderful, but he didn't.

    When they had their first kiss, same thing, he was overjoyed, but he didn't cry.

    But the feeling of holding Till definitely broke something in him."

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    He didn't worry about whose name he should be moaning, keeping his mouth preoccupied with an imagined kiss. Instead he switched between two scenarios in his head, Mizi towering above him and Ivan pinning him down, flicking rapidfire between them as his hand worked to chase his quickly-forming orgasm. He'd feel ashamed no matter who he climaxed to, once this was over and the high had faded, and yet and yet and yet and yet and yet—

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    “Grit your teeth,” is all the warning Till gives Ivan before he socks the sorry bastard in the jaw.

    Most people don't talk about the third option.

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    He’s been lying boneless for all but a few seconds, content with letting his satisfaction run its course first before he prepares for when Till comes home, when he hears the dry, shaky cough a short distance to his left, and suddenly it's like whiplash—like the feeling of cold water being splashed right in the face, when his head whips to his door and there Till is, his grip on Ivan’s doorknob—sans the supposed Do Not Disturb (unless you’re Till and you’re going to kiss me!), which in Ivan’s defense, has worked so far (he doesn’t know how to feel about that fact, to be completely honest)—and a plastic bag of the snacks he told Till to bring to his room when he got home.

    Till clears his throat, and Ivan stares at the bright red painted on his cheeks, dusted up even to the tips of his ears, and its only belated realization that Till isn’t looking at him and oh he’s still naked with fucking semen pooled on his abdomen—

    Or, Till walks in on his best friend slash roommate jerking off and moaning his name and wow his dick is so big.

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    Should he indulge himself or make breakfast? He looked back at Ivan in all his glory.

    Till bit his lip in contemplation before deciding he would.

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    Till wakes up with a craving for his boyfriend.

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    Runa and Ivan are touching lips, Runa cupping the back of Ivan’s neck while running her fingers through his hair with her eyes closed. Ivan’s hand is holding her chin, keeping her mouth pressed against his.

    Till shudders, an uncomfortably hot feeling blooming in his chest. His face reddens, and suddenly he feels tears pricking at his eyes. He’s not sure why, but he’s upset. He thinks back to when Ivan once asked him if they could touch lips, remembering that Ivan had actually referenced that empty promise a few days ago with Mizi. Till tries wiping his tears from his face with the back of his sleeve, planning on glancing up at the pair one last time before he leaves for good.

    Only, when he looks up, he catches Ivan’s red-pupiled gaze.

    A girl in Anakt Garden asks Ivan to be part of an exclusive pair. Ivan doesn't refuse.

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    Furious and frustrated, he nearly climbs into Ivan’s lap when Ivan reminds Till he’s ovulating. What a terrible time to be celibate.

    Till has always salivated somewhat excessively, but when one of his professors comments on it, he goes to desperate lengths to resolve the problem.

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    Ivan comes home with a bet for Till

    Till should know better than to rise to his baiting.

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  9. 52

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    a collection of less-than-pwps that has maybe good smut in it, but not much else for plot. each chapter will be a new pwp! please check chapter title for the au/remix and look over author's notes for additional warnings, and tags will be updated!

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    "Till, I already know you're an omega," Ivan said blandly, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

    Till felt like Ivan had just dumped a bucket of ice water on him. There was no way. Ivan was just messing with him.

    "Th-that's not funny, I'm a beta!" Till stuttered, protectively placing his hand over the scent patch.

    Ivan stood up and instinctively, Till took a step back. Suddenly Ivan's presence here, in his home, on this day, didn't feel so safe anymore.

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  11. 78

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    "That's your idea of an emergency? Me hooking up?" Till growls.

    "Yes," Ivan says, simply.

    "So you're telling me this is just a stupid prank?" Till's voice came through clenched teeth, balling his fists. "You're crossing the fucking line!"

    A cold smile spreads on Ivan's face. "You can hit me if it makes you feel better. As long as you stay away from her."

    "And why's that?" Till spits.

    "You should only be with me."

    Huh?

    //or

    Till gets a date. Ivan cockblocks him and then cockstuffs him instead.

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    “Is the food spicy?” Till asks and Ivan looks at him, shaking his head. “What? Are you sick?” Till reflexively reaches over to press the back of his hand against Ivan's forehead and flinches at the temperature.

    Ivan leans towards Till's hand and Till tenses wide eyed at the unexpected reaction. He really thought Ivan would move back or push Till's hand away, Ivan must be more out of it than he thought.


    Or Ivan goes into his first rut. What could go wrong?

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  13. 36

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    CAPTCHA: Completely Automated Public Turing test to tell Computers and Humans Apart

    From the images below, select all those in which fire appears.

    Question: Did it ever get warm enough? At least in the end?

    (Or: An Ivan character study, told entirely in CAPTCHA tests)

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  14. 94

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    As Ivan suspected, Professor Choi is a loner. He forces himself to maintain eye contact with his female colleagues. He point-blank looks elsewhere for the males.

    It’s entertaining. Enticing in the extreme.

    Ivan licks his lips, determined to get closer.

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  15. 63

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    The fragile confidence he’d clung to is slowly stripped away, and hesitantly, Till raises his hands, lifting the red pom-poms streaked with white to chest-height. They tremble far too much — clearly nerves, not any attempt at flair.

    “Ch… Cheer up,” he mumbles, instantly regretting it, “I mean— cheering you on.”

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    It's Ivan's birthday, and Till cheers up his favorite annoying jock like the dutiful boyfriend he is.

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    After three months of being a total coward, Till is willing to finally lose his virginity with his childhood best friend (now boyfriend). So what if both of them skipped their sex ed classes?

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    The one where Yuuta is an anxious wreck, so his best friend, Inumaki, valiantly offers to help him de-stress a little bit by smoking some weed together. They get a little off track, however, when Yuuta's not-so-platonic feelings for Inuamki bubble over, and they end up not-so-accidentally having sex as best friends do.

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  19. 72

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    “Shouldn’t Okkotsu-senpai… see someone?” Yuji’s voice was hesitant. He was the last to learn what was going on. Most of the time, the situation was treated somewhat casually. Toge himself treated it casually sometimes, because otherwise he had a feeling it would make it a thousand times more serious for Yuuta if he were to make it serious.

    “Yuuta is stubborn,” Toge said. “Whether he sees someone or not, this is how he is.”

    “So he’s tried seeing someone before?” Maki asked.

    Toge nodded. “Several times.”

    “And it didn’t help,” she concluded.

    “No,” Toge said.

    _____

    When they were eight years old, Yuuta, Toge, and Rika were involved in an accident that left Yuuta relatively unscathed, Toge with some lasting injuries, and Rika dead. Yuuta is attached, constantly afraid something will happen to Toge if he’s not there to stop it. And Toge is, in his friends’ opinion, too unbothered by this.

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    Yuuta visits Toge between Shibuya and the Culling Game, and a peek into how Yuuta came to copy Toge’s curse technique.

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