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For The Life We Never Lived by LeavesandDreams
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Sep 2026
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“Rose, I can’t… I can’t go to a…” Shane looked around, voice hushed and cheeks red with thoughts of what his best friend had just insinuated, “a sex party.”
At a Hollywood star's lavish birthday party, closeted hockey superstar Shane Hollander meets Ilya, a charming prostitute hired to make sure guests have a good time. As Shane starts to meet with Ilya regularly, allowing himself to discover his own sexuality, he begins to grow attached to the other man. What Shane doesn't know is that Ilya is being trafficked, and those meetings with Shane are the only time Ilya feels free. Can Shane help Ilya out of a dangerous situation, or are their shared moments behind closed doors the only reprieve the pair can get from the lives they've been forced to live?
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In this universe, Shane and Ilya never meet before the International Prospect Cup. Instead, they meet years later, after Shane escapes from a horrific situation. As Ilya’s brother, Alexei, investigates the crime, Shane must relearn how to feel safe while Ilya navigates his own personal demons. This story deals with heavy topics, but is ultimately a story of self-discovery, community, love, and sanctuary. Each chapter will list trigger and content warnings. Please be mindful while reading.
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In the aftermath of their divorce, Ilya Rozanov is committed to trying to co-parent with his former husband, Shane Hollander. However, when Shane shows up with bruises on his face, Ilya's protective instincts won't allow him to let the issue go.
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you talk of the pain like it's all alright by perchancetosleep
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Mar 2026
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As soon as Ilya realizes that he has to kill himself, his brain immediately latches onto one indisputable fact: someone is going to have to find his body. There is no way around that, but not even the premature guilt for whoever has the unpleasant task is enough to talk him out of it, anymore.
If he hadn’t ghosted Galina, she’d probably tell him that he cares so much about it because of his own experience finding his mother. She’d also probably tell him that the fact that losing Shane Hollander is enough to make him kill himself means that he’s got a long, nonoptional date with a padded room clogging up his calendar for the foreseeable future. She already has a lot of fucking opinions about Shane and their fucked up situation, and Ilya really is fucking sick of hearing about it because he will not let her ruin the one good fucking thing he has.
Had.
(or: there is no plane crash. there is still a catastrophe.)
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The Thing About Jane by strange_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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The body remembers what the mind forgets.
Three days after winning his first MVP award, Ilya Rozanov is critically injured in a serious car accident. Through the fog of head trauma, he struggles to remember certain details of his life, which sends him on a personal journey to find the whole truth.