Trans Eastenders
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Ben is a good father. One day he'll be able to tell himself that, without having to be convinced.
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- Part 1 of Trans Eastenders
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Callum hates it.
He hates everything about everything right now, and it just makes him want to cry. That’s what he’s been doing for the last hour, so it wouldn’t exactly be a huge change, but Lexi and Ben are in the house now. He’d forgotten that Lexi was supposed to come around tonight which is strange, because Callum has almost everything about his near-enough-daughter, but the pain in his stomach right now is turning his brain to mush. That, along with the fact that it’s about 30 degrees in the room, he can’t move enough to open the window any more, and he’s not had painkillers in too long.
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Or- Callum's a trans guy. Life has it's struggles.Series
- Part 2 of Trans Eastenders
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It catches him properly off guard when it happens, mostly because it hasn’t happened in years.
He’s been out for the day with Ben and Lexi- the rare summer sun had managed to put even Ben in a good mood, so Lexi had convinced the two of them to take her to the zoo (not that it had taken all that much convincing on Callum’s part- he still wasn’t immune to Lexi’s puppy dog eyes in the way Ben was). The whole day had been blissful- It had just been the three of them, and it felt like they had their own little world.
That’s why it catches him so off guard.
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- Part 3 of Trans Eastenders
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It's like- every nightmare he's ever had about his identity is coming true right in front of his eyes. Everything that he's ever feared about his life, about being in a relationship, loving and being loved in return- everything that's scared him about all that might be about to come true. Because if this is true, if this is all that he thinks it is, then this - this beautiful new universe that he's created at Ben's side - is over for good.
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- Part 4 of Trans Eastenders
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In theory, the beach should be amazing. It's actually warm for once, they've found a great spot nearer the side of the beach, and Lexi's happy giggles become the soundtrack of the day. For most of the day, it is amazing, until just after lunch-
"Daddy! I wanna go in the water!"
"Alright baby, I'll take you."
"Will you come too, Callum?"
He hates it.
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- Part 5 of Trans Eastenders
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comfortember prompt day 21 - hugs
trans callum and his dysphoria, and ben being the softest bf to ever
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- Part 21 of comfortember 2020
- Part 6 of Trans Eastenders
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There's days like these, every so often.
It's Callum's truth- the truth for so many people.
Callum's not sure if that makes him feel better or worse- better because he's so much less alone, or worse because he knows what it feels like.
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- Part 7 of Trans Eastenders