begging just to feel something, even if it hurts
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break me from myself by PhantomOfDecadence
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
21 May 2021
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They had never left the asset out of cryo freeze this long, nor gone half as long without wiping It.
Rumlow was on edge, like buzzing in his ears from a distance and static curling under his skin, prickling just below the surface - a warning to keep him on edge, like he should be ready for a fight, but there wasn't one to fight.
He was the designated handler of the asset.
Rumlow would command it and give It a familiar face in times of brief awareness when It got out from under the fog HYDRA had put it under, to keep It complicit.
Rumlow despised being in charge of HYDRA’s prized pet.
Especially now as It was always between being dead and a walking corpse with its mind coming back together in fragmented pieces. At least orders and blow jobs were effective at controlling a soldier.
The soldier has suffered a horrible injury and hasn't been healing up, so after leaving the asset out of cryotech, getting nowhere with it, Rumlow is forced to face off with a mostly conscious and aware Bucky Barnes - who trusts the strike commander to an extent.
Though he asks too many questions and Rumlow finds a creative way to shut that down.Series
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i know i'm not myself by PhantomOfDecadence
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
28 Apr 2021
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They had gotten out of that fight alive and goddamn it, they deserved something better than a pat on the back from their superiors. Rumlow knew that the asset was more than willing to help them feel relaxed and appreciated, It was always ready to comply.
His dirtied fingers found the asset’s plump, pink lips, observing the dusting of scarlet over Its cheeks and sweat on Its brows from the fight they got out of.Its blue gaze stared ahead, looking through Rumlow and not actually at him.
It didn’t even react as Rumlow abruptly pushed his fingers into Its mouth, digging harshly on Its tongue and prompting the asset's mouth to fall open, wide and obedient.
A team of five know exactly how to use a breathing, compliant weapon to their benefit.
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