see you later
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If this is a cruel trick, death would not suffice to save him from his feelings. Eren would need torture, unspeakable acts of violence that would render his soul less than human, that would punish him for even thinking he could receive a smidge of her generosity...
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Eren asks a question; Mikasa provides an answer.
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OR: a brief character study/exploration of the “what am I to you?” scene
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- Part 1 of see you later
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all the time I have — it's yours by sinigangsta
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
08 Jun 2022
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With every day that passes in their cabin, Mikasa can tell that the fire in Eren's eyes burns a bit brighter. His grip on her waist lingers a bit longer. His nightly retreat to his bedroom becomes tainted with a bit more reluctance to leave, a more acute desire to stay.
Mikasa can feel this desire inside her too: it burns low and bubbles in her gut, like simmering water on a stove mere moments from boiling over. And she’s not entirely sure what would be a worse course of action: to temper the pressure and allow this simmering feeling to dissipate to a more manageable level — or to succumb to it, let it wash over her and consume her whole.
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In a remote cabin removed from the realities of war, Mikasa and Eren spend the remaining years of Eren’s life together: building a home, learning to love one another — and trying to reconcile the underlying feeling that they’re not supposed to be here.
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OR: my humble contribution to all the cabin fics out there, a.k.a. about 13k words of cabin smut with a side of domestic fluff and a dash of angst
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- Part 2 of see you later
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But, at night, the multitude of worlds in his brain becomes more difficult to manage. Despite his efforts, he cannot anchor himself on anything. Not when the darkness closes in on him.
So, at night, long after she has fallen asleep, as the moonlight cuts through their bedroom window and illuminates her face, the soft rise and fall of her chest, he reaches for her.
He needs her. He needs to feel Mikasa close so that she can chase away his ghosts.
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OR: a dark-ish cabin ficlet
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- Part 3 of see you later
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The idea takes root at the most innocuous times. When their eyes meet over their meals. When their shoulders brush as they hang their laundry on their clothesline outside. When their fingers intertwine as they walk side-by-side, as they explore the secluded mountainside in which they've crafted their home. When they exchange soft, satisfied smiles after their evening bath.
The weighty what if dances on the tips of their tongues, only to be swallowed down to protect their peace.
Except in the dark hours of the night.
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Eren and Mikasa try to fight off their breeding kink in the cabin.
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- Part 4 of see you later
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“How can you stand being here?” he mumbles.
Mikasa's eyes widen. And he knows: if she suspected something amiss, she did not expect this answer.
“What are you talking about?” Her voice rises, confused but frustrated. “This is what we wanted, Eren, somewhere for just the two of us…”
“But why the fuck did you go along with this?
A shadow passes over her face.
“You know why.”
Eren clenches his fists. His fingernails break skin.
"Because of me."
"Yes, because of you."
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Eren deals with his grief and guilt in an unhealthy way...
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- Part 5 of see you later
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When he appeared, she wanted to tell him to go away, to leave her in peace and keep his hatred to himself.
But he had approached her, climbed over her as she lied on the bed. And the grief in his eyes caused her to pause — pause long enough for him to swallow the protests forming on her lips, to push her leave me alone down her throat with his tongue.
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Mikasa’s solitude is interrupted by an intrusive presence.
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OR: a post-canon, dub-con ghostfucking fic
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- Part 6 of see you later