One black, one grey, one white
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He still should have listened to Valtteri.
He wouldn’t be sitting here if he did, asshole still wet from Toto’s cum no matter how much he tried to clean it out, in his white Mercedes… A formula 1 driver, yes, but at what cost? Most of his dreams and goals reached through spreadsheets and spreading his legs.
Valtteri had tried to warn him about what it meant to be a second driver in Toto’s Mercedes Formula 1 team, George just didn’t listen…
OR: George stays at Toto's house for the night and reflects on what he's lost, being Toto's teacher's pet.
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- Part 1 of One black, one grey, one white
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Not for the first time, George stares at the contacts in his phone.
He switches between Nico, Valtteri and Lewis. The numbers and names blur between the tears, the alcohol and the exhaustion of his eyes but it’s always those three – because George knows that they could give him answers.
Why do I need to suffer like this? Was it like this for you too? Does it get better? What can I do better? Will it be worth it? And mostly: Why didn’t you stop me? Why don’t you care?
George tries to hide what Toto is doing to him – from Alex, Aleix and his family.
But everything comes to a head when Lewis leaves to go to Ferrari and Valtteri reveals what it’s like to be the second driver at the Mercedes Formula 1 team.George is left picking up the pieces of his mental health, career and reputation. Alone – or so he thinks…
[Can be read as stand-alone]
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- Part 2 of One black, one grey, one white
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Nico goes ahead and takes a glass for himself, filling it only up a finger’s width, to take the edge off, and gingerly sits down next to Toto on the couch. Toto watches him like a hawk but not really- it doesn’t really seem like he desires Nico or even wants him here.
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- Part 3 of One black, one grey, one white