If Only Just Once
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"No, you don't understand! I-I, I haven't–"
"Haven't what? Haven't been taken from behind before?" Ironeye cooed as he rubbed him again. "Of course you haven't, you selfish little–"
"At all!" Wylder exclaimed with a cry, pushing against him harder.
Ironeye fell silent. And blinked.
All of his motions stopped as he tried to process what had just been confessed.
He couldn't have heard that right. Had to be misinterpreting.
"I haven't at all, with anyone!" Wylder's voice broke, and it cleared up any doubts Ironeye had near instantaneously.
During a night of drinking with the other Nightfarers, Wylder makes a brazen lie about his own sexual prowess. Ironeye confronts him one-on-one and calls him on his bluff... forcefully. And unintentionally, rather painfully, draws the truth out of him:
That Wylder is a virgin.
Part 1 of a sort of tongue-in-cheek series where a rather shy and inexperienced Wylder learns how to explore his sexuality.
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- Part 1 of If Only Just Once
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His hands gripped at Ironeye's, but not to push him away. But to hold him there, to keep him close. "I... I just never... It's not that I never wanted to, I just haven't..."
"How in the world?" Ironeye asked, looking over him like he was inspecting a piece of fine jewelry, his other hand gripping Wylder by the waist and pulling his body up against his own. "How has no one taken you by now? Raider was right, they should have been clawing at your hide."
"I was saving myself–"
"You're shy," Ironeye breathed, and he sounded absolutely delighted. "Oh sweet Nightlord, you're a shy little thing, aren't you? A rare breed among men. How shy? Oh please tell me, do you blush when you're kissed?"
"I... I've never..."
Ironeye laughed, but it wasn't a cruel laugh—it was more like a mad cackle, like he was the luckiest man in the entire world right now.
On Scholar's advice, Wylder decides to ask for what he wants - to feel intimacy, to lose his virginity, to have sex with another, if only just once. He asks Ironeye - and Ironeye enthusiastically obliges.
Part 2 of a series where a rather shy and inexperienced Wylder learns how to explore his sexuality.
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- Part 2 of If Only Just Once
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"He makes pretty noises," Raider commented. "I'd like to see what sort of noises I could draw out of him."
"I'm not sharing him," Ironeye growled.
"Please!" Wylder begged. "I want to–"
"I'm still savoring you," Ironeye argued, humping up against him.
"Mm, please!" Wylder begged louder.
Raider laughed again, coming even closer now. "Bring him back to bed with us, Ironeye. Just for the night. He wants it too—how can you sit there and stand to hear him beg?"
Ironeye teases Wylder after their first night together - to build his stamina, so he says. But Wylder craves more. When the two are caught having fun in the Roundtable Hold by Raider, Raider suggests a threesome. Wylder is excited at first, but quickly realizes that he's gotten in way over his head.
Part 3 of a series where a rather shy and inexperienced Wylder learns how to explore his sexuality.
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- Part 3 of If Only Just Once
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After another few moments of quiet, Scholar hummed, before saying, "May I confess to you something rather embarrassing?"
Wylder opened his eyes just slightly, to glance at Scholar in mild confusion. "Please, go ahead," he replied, suddenly curious.
"I was disappointed, when you did not come back to me to take me up on my offer," he chuckled, his cheeks tinging with some color as he said it—not red or pink, but a blue-ish tint upon his pale skin.
Wylder blushed in return, quite stunned. "Oh... I, uh... I thought you were simply being nice. I didn't realize you were being serious."
For some reason, Ironeye has been denying Wylder any more intimate nights together. Frustrated, Wylder pushes his body too hard in his training to try and take his mind off of it - piquing Scholar's concern again. And Scholar confesses, he and Undertaker have been wanting the swordsman to come join them in bed.
Part 4 of a series where a rather shy and inexperienced Wylder learns how to explore his sexuality.
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- Part 4 of If Only Just Once
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"What right do you have?!" Wylder hissed back, refusing to let their mouths meet again. "You were the one who denied me! You were the one who told me I was nothing but a convenient little fuck for you! What right do you have to be jealous?!"
"I have no right," Ironeye said bluntly, fingers pulling at his hair with a horrible yank.
"Ow!! Stop that!" Wylder snarled. "Get off of me!" And his body was suddenly listening to reason once more in response to that painful tug, pushing at the archer, trying to shove him away.
A hand went to his windpipe and squeezed.
Wylder gasped and sputtered as Ironeye pressed his thumb into his trachea, cutting off the airflow and leaving him utterly unable to breathe.
Ironeye confronts Wylder about the night he spent with Scholar and Undertaker - and Wylder is confused by the jealous and possessive behavior he exhibits.
Except standing up for himself only earns him a hand upon his throat, as Ironeye begins to choke him to death.
Part 5 of a series where a rather shy and inexperienced Wylder learns how to explore his sexuality.
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- Part 5 of If Only Just Once