Don't Let Me Follow In Your Footsteps
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'Cause I'd Rather Feel Pain Than Nothing At All by MaskedmenMaruaders
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
08 Feb 2026
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Getting hit over and over and over again was a great distraction, he finally understood why Eddie used to come here.
Speaking of Eddie, Buck might be hallucinating because he saw Eddie's face in the crowd. Those brown eyes watching him with concern and... Guilt?
"Eds..?" He whispered, barely even loud enough for himself to hear.
Another hit to the face sent Buck to the ground.
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Fight Club Buck.
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- Part 4 of Buddie Oneshots • 911
- Part 1 of Don't Let Me Follow In Your Footsteps
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How in the world was he supposed to help Buck when he could barely help himself?
His fingers trailed down to brush against the birthmark above the blonde's closed eyes, he watched as the taller man unconsciously leaned into the touch the way he always did.
He was still the same Buck.
Even after everything.
This was still his Buck.
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A continuation of 'Cause I'd Rather Feel Pain Than Nothing At All
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- Part 2 of Don't Let Me Follow In Your Footsteps
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He'd manually been counting how long he'd been off of it. He had nothing else to do with his time.
Six days, nine hours.
His body trembled with need, sweat had started to pool on his brow again, his fingers clenched so tightly his palms might bleed.
Just one more hit and he'd be fine.
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Fight Club Buck (part 3)
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- Part 3 of Don't Let Me Follow In Your Footsteps