I Don't Wanna Live Like This, But I Don't Wanna Die
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I Can Take A Little Bit More, Let's Shake This Poet Out Of The Beast by CrossBones (JustSomeSkullKid)
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
24 Jun 2026
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Mikey has problems. He's nervous to make out with his boyfriend, and even more nervous to have sex. He tells himself that's normal, but when he actually tries to, it's violently shoved in his face just how abnormal he really is.
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- English
- Words:
- 3,765
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 9
- Hits:
- 173
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Humility (I Don't Want This Isolation) by CrossBones (JustSomeSkullKid)
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
27 Jun 2026
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Mikey is tired of feeling alone. He needs to tell his brothers what he's been going through, no matter how they might respond.
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,323
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 14
- Hits:
- 228
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No One Noticed by CrossBones (JustSomeSkullKid)
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
05 Jul 2026
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Raphael was angry a lot, but he was not angry about this. He was angry about what had happened to his brothers, he was angry that no one had helped them, but he was not angry about what happened to him. Because nothing did.
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A Human's Touch by CrossBones (JustSomeSkullKid)
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
08 Jul 2026
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Leonardo was the only of his brothers to have been spared from what their babysitter did. He was normal, and because of that, he helped them get through their issues. It was the least he could do. He just had to ignore the sinking feeling he got every time they brought it up. He just had to ignore the fact that he was more disgusting than any of them thought.
(Rape and underage sex is not explicitly shown)
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YOU'RE HANGING OVER ME, YOU'RE EVERYTHING I KNOW by CrossBones (JustSomeSkullKid)
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
06 Jul 2026
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Donnie was so lucky to have a boyfriend that was so understanding and accepting. When he refused to send nudes, Casey accepted it without question. When he flinched away from him for seemingly no reason, Casey just apologized and moved on. Their sex life was fantastic.
There were so many things that could’ve ruined the careful balance Donnie had set up between hiding his fears and satisfying himself and his boyfriend. And he could not believe it took something so small to disrupt it.
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,376
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 9
- Hits:
- 95