To The End.
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The Ghost of You by dynamitebark
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
09 Aug 2026
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“Whoa, whoa, Bird, it’s okay, I’m not going anywhere. I just have to do something real quick.” he breathed out, a light chuckle escaping him, “That okay?” he asked, lowering his head, trying to catch his eyes, now looking up at Jay.
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Matt and Jay; in the beginning, during it all, and at the end.
Series
- Part 1 of To The End.
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Cemetery Drive by dynamitebark
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
12 Aug 2026
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It’s been over three weeks since his Matt died, let himself be killed for Jay and his never ending stupidity. Three weeks since Jay went back, changed the whiteboard, and crossed his fingers that things would go back to normal. They have—mostly. It’s Jay that hasn’t been normal, really. Every time he looks at Matt, he can’t help but think about how it’s not right. He acts just like Matt always did, sure, but Jay knows, knows that this is a different Matt, different from the one he left behind.
Or:
Matt and Jay; in the aftermath.
(technically apart of a series, but can be read alone).
Series
- Part 2 of To The End.
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we’ll meet again, when both our cars collide by dynamitebark
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
16 Aug 2026
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Matt breathes out a sob, scrambling to sit up, and throws his head into Jay’s chest, arms wrapping around his stomach, sitting in between Jay’s outstretched legs, and begins to cry in earnest.
“I know you’re not my Jay.”
or:
Matt and Jay; telling the truth (finally).
(technically apart of a series, but can be read alone).
Series
- Part 3 of To The End.
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I Miss You More Than I Did Yesterday. by dynamitebark
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
26 Aug 2026
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It’s 12:52 PM on a Wednesday afternoon towards the end of September, and Jay McCarrol is still in bed.
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Jay has a bad day, and Matt spirals.
(Apart of a series, but can be read as a standalone).
Series
- Part 4 of To The End.
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If you were here, I’d never have a fear by dynamitebark
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
12 Sep 2026
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The first thing Jay becomes aware of as he gains consciousness is the warmth. It was all encompassing, like being wrapped in a blanket crafted by God himself, ensuring his comfort and peace.
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Matt and Jay share a quiet morning together.
(Apart of series, but can be read as a standalone).
Series
- Part 5 of To The End.