Breaking Myself For You
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Seonghwa has been in love with Hongjoong since they were in high school. But before he got the chance to confess his deep rooted feelings for his best friend, he discovers that Hongjoong has spontaneously moved away without as much as a good bye.
Eight years with no word or sign from the boy that disappeared like a ghost, they're reunited at college when Hongjoong starts attending the same university as Seonghwa. He's momentarily filled with rage, unable to escape his past that he fought so hard to move on from when Hongjoong begins sharing the same friend group as him.
Now he's stuck seeing his face everyday in places he never thought was possible. He wants to confront him and demand an explanation; but the answers he seek will remain locked away in the darkest corners of Hongjoong's mind no matter how many times they end up in the same bed.
Those old feelings that Seonghwa thought were long gone have resurfaced and now he can't escape. If the only way he can get close enough to understanding Hongjoong meant giving up his body, then he was willing to do something so detrimental to his sanity; even if it ended up driving a knife straight through his lungs.
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- Part 1 of Breaking Myself For You
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Kim Hongjoong couldn't escape his past no matter how hard he tried. Between every drink and every cigarette, it was impossible to avoid the ache in his chest and the memories of his father leaving him and his mother for a different life. He hated him, he hated himself, but he desperately believed that if he could simply scrub off his sexuality and change who he was--it would bring his father back. All he had to do was try.
But when he comes face to face with the boy full of everything beautiful from his past, he starts to forget what he was trying to achieve in the first place. Every crack in his heart will try to mend itself, only to be shattered again due to the pain he inflicts on the one person who loved him the most--like a sacrifice to regain everything he lost. He'll have to break himself down until there's nothing left, but even then, he'll get stuck at a cross-road and have to decide if he can live with himself by losing his best friend one more time.
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- Part 2 of Breaking Myself For You