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i'll see you when we're both not so emotional by stillagoose (tinytaeil)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jun 2026
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This was a relatively new arrangement, still strange, sometimes uncomfortable, and Hayden was still learning the difference between Rozanov’s insults being playful or just mean. Some days it is easier, when Ilya cushions them with a softer hand, smoothing down the hair that he just tugged, other days, like today, it feels harsh and horrible and vindictive, as Hayden falls clumsily back onto the covers and Ilya swoops in where Hayden had been kissing a line down Shane’s chest. It left him feeling a little hollow, rotten, an aching pit in his stomach opening wide.
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The complexities of fucking your best-friend and his husband while your wife is leaving you, your life is spiraling out of control, and there's a thirst in your blood for violence every time you step on the ice.
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23 May 2026
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Shane leaves for the Ottawa Centaurs and for the first time in Hayden Pike’s professional career he and Shane are no longer playing side by side.
That’s fine.
Right?
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12 May 2026
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This Feelings Old, and I Know that I’ve Made up my Mind by K0maeda_88
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rosanov thought he understood depression, and how to handle it. He was supposed to be happy, living his life with Shane peacefully, exactly where he always wanted to be.
But he’s haunted by his family curse, ruining everything he touches.
And somehow, ending up like his mama doesn’t seem so scary anymore.
It might be his only way out.
TLDR: Ilyas mental health spirals fast, but he doesn’t dare let anyone know.
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11 May 2026
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When Shane first notices in the locker room showers, he’s having about six different crises at the same time that he’s trying not to get caught looking anywhere near Rozanov’s dick, so it doesn’t really register all the way.
It’s not until he’s watching Rozanov move up the bed that night that Shane’s eyes snag again on the scars littering his upper thighs and he realises what they are: self-inflicted.
Or: they’re both a little less terrible at having feelings for their rival-with-benefits, Shane grows more comfortable with letting some rules change, and Ilya grows more comfortable with opening up to Shane.
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10 May 2026
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The Five Year Farewell by Ilya_Was_Here
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jan 2026
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At age 46, Ilya Rozanov, retired former Captain and star forward of the Ottawa Centaurs, six time Stanley Cup Winner, and widely regarded as one of the most talented hockey players of all time, is diagnosed with dementia.
Five years later, the legacy he leaves behind is beautiful.
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