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    Kaveh keeps having nightmares, and to his surprise, his roommate helps him through them.

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    26 Apr 2023

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    14 Feb 2023

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    “You know, I never knew, that love could be so…”

    “Fulfilling?” He suggests.

    “Gentle.” Kaveh settles on.

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    Kaveh has burned through hundreds of toxic relationships, unfulfilling partners who only dated for his reputation, women who only liked him for his looks and men who only looked to derive pleasure out of him.

    He wonders, will Al-Haitham be different?

    Title from: Square - Mitski

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    14 Feb 2023

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    “Ekaterina, I want to go. Here, in Liyue.”

    It is then that Ekaterina bursts into tears, and it is the first time he has seen her cry, and it makes him feel terrible.

    In which Childe tries to say goodbye to the god that does not love him.

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    10 Feb 2023

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    22 Jan 2023

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    “You thought I needed cheering up, like a child?” He says, trying to alleviate his giggles, and only partially succeeding. “That is the opposite of flattering, Zhongli. You’re correct, that does further my perception that you think of me as weak and insignificant.” He turns away, moving to go grab his discarded boots and jacket.

    “No, that is not what I think at all. Your strength could be greater than Celestia itself, and I would still have given you my coat.”

    Tartaglia stops.

    For Tartaglia, it’s easier to lie to himself than to anyone else.

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    01 Oct 2022

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    That’s got to be the weirdest looking dog Ajax has ever seen in his life.

    At least, Ajax thinks it’s a dog. It’s got scraggly little ginger tufts of fur around the neck and a strip of wild fur running down the spine like a mohawk, ending in more bushy, fluffy fur bits sprouted at the end of the tail. There are also some sort of strange protrusions from its head, like antlers, or maybe tumours? Fuck if Ajax knows, he’s not a medical professional.

    But even with his lack of medical knowledge, he knows the dog-thing is in bad shape; it’s so covered in dirt and blood that Ajax can’t even tell what colour it is beneath all that grime.

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    In which Ajax finds, what he calls in his mind, a "Dog-Lizard", on his random walk around the city and accidentally becomes a pet parent without realizing he's adopted a god.

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    11 Sep 2022

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    “You’re not…” Childe’s head may have been angled like a baffled puppy, but he couldn’t help it, “Put off by all of that?”

    As the disk of orange dipped below the Liyuan waters and the twilight sky remained illuminated by dusky remnants of what had been, Zhongli’s golden-edged features took on a radiance of their own. It wasn’t the lights playing tricks on him when Childe saw the man’s eyes gleam, and he craved to know what that meant.

    “Perhaps I give you too much credit.” He was smiling, now, and Childe’s breath caught in his throat. That was certainly new. “Maybe you do not listen as much as I thought you do.”

     

    Childe processes just how different Rex Lapis, God of Contracts, and Zhongli, Wangsheng Funeral Consultant, really are.

    They coincide at the worst of times, and it does some truly awful things to his heart.

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    13 Aug 2022

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    The one where Childe is a florist, his boss can barely stand him, and his most loyal customers are five little children who keep buying flowers for their father.

    Then he meets the children's father.

    And for Childe, it's very much love at first sight.

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    04 Aug 2022

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    Thoma becomes a really good actor in Inazuma, and maybe it has always been that way.

    (But it’s not good enough for Ayato.)

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    13 Jul 2022

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    You are no longer human. You are not allowed to feel. You must master your heart so that it doesn’t corrupt you. You must gain the strength to tear it out.

    Childe trained for ten years to rid himself of all emotion. He followed his masters’ teachings to tear out his heart and become an unfeeling harbinger of death. Now, after the events in Liyue, he finds himself dying of a disease that could only mean one thing:
    He has fallen in love with the god who played him for a fool.
    He allowed himself to be corrupted by golden eyes.
    And now he will pay the ultimate price for failing to tear out his heart.

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    15 Jun 2022

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    Just like Albedo, Kaeya is an older brother single-handedly raising his younger sibling. However, Albedo has never found any reason to actually connect with Kaeya.

    Of course, this gets thrown out the window as soon as Klee and Diluc decide to befriend each other.

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    15 Jun 2022

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    “You told me once that you didn’t like seeing me in pain. Or was that a lie too?”

    Zhongli is silent. Then, softer than the man has ever spoken, he allows his voice to reach past his façade: "You may go." Childe doesn’t miss the crack in his voice, the way his vocal cords cannot handle that he’s well and truly lost.

    And Childe knows he’s done it, he’s finally broken the man, and believes with his whole heart that it’s what he deserves after making him believe for a second he was worth anything at all. Feelings like those were dangerous, and sometimes Signora’s words had some merit to them.

    “Goodbye.” He manages.

    And when his eyes flutter open, and the cold bristles his skin as he’s reminded he’s back in Snezhnaya, he can’t help the tears that soak his face. He can’t control the wails he lets out, and he most of all can’t control his darkest temptations that wish, with all his might, that Zhongli truly loved him.


    in which childe can't quite grasp the concept of zhongli's betrayal, his permanent headache comes back to pinch him in his side, and zhongli realises he's fucked up. well and truly, this time.

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    20 May 2022

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    Two weeks into his retirement, Zhongli starts coughing up Glaze Lily petals on his morning walk.

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    20 May 2022

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    "So you found another victim," said Diluc.

    Kaeya rolled over to face him. “Don’t be so dramatic Diluc, is it so bad to want to date someone?”

    “It’s bad to want to date someone with the intention of dumping them as soon as you get bored with
    them.” He eyed Kaeya over the top of his glass. “And you get bored very easily.”

    “You’re making a lot of assumptions here.”

    “That’s the way things have been going for a while.”

    Kaeya knew Diluc didn’t like his dating history. He was always nagging at him about it, calling him
    “promiscuous” and a “heartbreaker”.

    “Maybe this time it’ll be different,” he said, in an attempt to pacify him.

    Diluc scoffed into his glass. “I hope it is. Maybe he’ll put you in your place.”

    Kaeya laughed at this. What was that supposed to mean? He knew everyone loved him. He'd have the boy wrapped around his finger in no time.

     

    Alas,
    little did he know.

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    13 May 2022

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    Amiss

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    - not quite right; inappropriate or out of place."there was something amiss about his calculations"

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    “My, to what do we owe the pleasure? I didn't expect you back until next month, Albedo.” a smooth voice spoke from Albedo’s left, the blond looking in the direction of the sound on instinct.

    Kaeya Alberich, the Cavalry Captain of the Knights of Favonius, was leaning against a wall by the Grandmaster's office, holding a few sheets of (presumed) paperwork.

    A signature sly smile decorated his soft lips, his uncovered eye glimmered in dangerous curiosity as it locked onto the blond- no doubt the most interesting thing in the empty hall.

    “Kaeya.” Albedo greeted in acknowledgement, his tone level and unbothered as he made his way towards the taller man.

    —Or—

    Albedo knew that his worsening shoulder pain was strange, scary, even, but the flutter and ache in his chest whenever he saw a certain Cavalry Captain felt a lot more out of place...

    And a whole lot more terrifying.

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    12 May 2022

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    Zhongli isn't exactly used to the strange bodily longings that come with his new mortal form. It's all quite confusing to him, but Childe is rather eager to help him navigate them, offering to help him out when Zhongli was invited to his apartment for drinks and some "fun". Their meetings were now a common occurrence, but Zhongli can't help but notice Childe's behavior becoming strange, as if there's more to their meetings than casual sex, as if his mind is always somewhere Zhongli can't quite reach.

    As if Childe is hiding something.

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    24 Apr 2022

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    The one where technologies are advanced enough to send the human race to live in deep-space, creating space stations and piloting giant Mechas to fend off dangerous aliens from invading the galaxy.

    And yet as one of the most notable Mecha pilots, Childe's biggest problem is not the aliens or his troublesome fame.

    Childe's biggest problem is that he's secretly in love with his pretty co-pilot, who also happens to be his, well, occasional fuck buddy.

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    09 Apr 2022

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    In which Ajax's Definitely Normal High School Life is completely fucked over by gang warfare, Zhongli, and emotional trauma. Because he wasn't supposed to fall in love with the heir to a man he's supposed to kill.

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    25 Mar 2022

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    It’s been two months since the storm, and Childe hasn’t seen Zhongli not even once, not since that fateful meeting with the Signora where the truth is finally unveiled.

    And what a fun little kick to the gut that is, the realization that not only had he been played by all sides, but he's also being tossed aside like trash now that his use had run its course.

    It’s not that Childe doesn’t get it. He’s a Harbinger. He knows first-hand what it means to do his duty, to put the mission first and his personal feelings far, far away, preferably locked up in a box, where it wouldn’t interfere with his job. He knows what it’s like working with vipers, to scheme and plot and lie in wait for the opportune moment to stab his opponent in the back.

    But this time, this time Childe can’t help but feel a little (a lot) gutted.

    Stupid. He’s gotten himself stupidly attached.

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    A story about Childe trying to move on after the events of 1.1 Update, but some of his actions have consequences, and those consequences have followed him back to Snezhnaya.

    NOTE: THIS FIC WAS DRAFTED BEFORE 1.1 UPDATE CAME OUT. MIND THE CANON-DIVERGENT TAG FOR THIS REASON.

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    24 Mar 2022

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