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  1. Public Bookmark 32

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    Ivan doesn't know what to say, really. He barely moves his head, glancing at Till through strands of black hair, then back at the corpse. Something about the expression Till wears – eyes wide, brows furrowed, clearly restless but holding back from pressuring him, as if Ivan had ever been someone that should be taken care of – it warms him. No one but Till could make such a silly, earnest face.

    He's been trying. Till keeps pestering to express himself more and all that, so at times like these he makes it a point to try. Or maybe it's just a response coaxed out of him by Till's hand on his arm.

    "I thought I'd get an opportunity to talk to them before this. It's not like it was necessary, of course, but there's something I hoped to know that only they could've told me," is what he finally murmurs, calm but strained. "Pity that I'll never get to find out, I guess."

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    Ivan's guardians are dead. There's not supposed to be any grief, but Till tries to comfort him anyway. A bit of a study on Ivan's relationship with Unsha, choked emotional responses and lessons carried to the still surreal circumstance of being with Till.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    If Till was predisposed to run, Ivan was predisposed to bite and tear into the nearest living creature with his teeth, himself included. "We grew up together," is what Till settles on, lamely. "We can't be separated now."

    Ivan barks out a laugh. "Suddenly you're sentimental?"

    Understanding his relationship with Ivan would be so much easier if Ivan would fucking help.

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    27 Aug 2025

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    25 May 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 93

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    Shi Qingxuan has been sober for three hundred and eighteen days. Their brother went to jail three hundred and sixteen days ago. They are finishing He Xuan's tattoo today.

    These are the days that come after.

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    22 Feb 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    "I still don't think you thought this through," says one of Shi Qingxuan's captors. "Who's gonna pay a ransom for Black Water Sinking Ships? Only Crimson Rain Sought Flower really has enough money these days and he's not going to waste it on another Devastation."

    Some ghosts decide that it's a great idea to kidnap Black Water Sinking Ships for profit. There's only one problem:

    Shi Qingxuan and He Xuan have swapped bodies.

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    22 Feb 2025