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    Begrudging Care by

    Fandoms: Spiderverse - Fandom, Spider-Man: Spider-Verse (Sony Animated Movies)  

    07 Jun 2023

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    When Miles gets sick, he still has to dawn the mask and be Spiderman. However, when he pays the price, Miguel is the one who has to begrudgingly pick up the pieces.

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    08 Jun 2023

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    Dead On Your Feet by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    05 Oct 2022

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    Claire gets injured on the hunt but tries to hide it... not very well, but she did her best.

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    01 Jun 2023

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    suffer not the little children by

    Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)  

    29 May 2023

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    So far he’s known Ellie at fourteen and Ellie at fifteen, and the gaps in his knowledge of her are so vast they seem to fill every spare inch of conscience he has. There’s so much unaccounted for time, times where people did things to her he couldn’t protect her from, times where people hurt her or bullied her or made her feel small, undeserving, useless, unloved.

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    Ellie grows up, a little. It sort of breaks Joel’s heart, a lot.

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    30 May 2023

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    enough emptiness to be buried by

    Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)  

    01 May 2025

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    She hates the thoughts in her head - they come uninvited, forcing their way into her conscious. She wishes she could shake them out, slam her forehead on something so hard all the awful gross thoughts come tumbling out. Sometimes they're so bad she gets nauseous, feels bile raise up in the back of her throat, when she closes her eyes and imagines a cold corpse pressed against her in the sleeping bag. She get so scared to open her eyes, afraid she will see David's bashed-in face leering next to her, gurgling revolting words with his slashed throat. Blood would bubble up on his tattered lips, brain matter would slosh in his open skull.
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    Ellie and Joel journey from Salt Lake City to Jackson. It should be a short drive, but Ellie struggles to return to herself after the events of the season/game. She finds herself suffering from graphic intrusive thoughts and disassociation. Sometimes, she feels as if she is already dead.

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    23 May 2023

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    this place is not a place of honour by

    Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)  

    08 Jul 2023

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    Joel puts a hand to her forehead, and she leans into the touch, just in case he decides that this day is what makes him leave.

    After all, she wouldn’t want to deal with someone like herself.

    or; ellie develops disordered eating to cope with recent events (aka episode eight) and her previous experiences make it hard to ask for help. good thing she has someone looking out for her now

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    21 May 2023