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Everybody Wants To Rule The World by Emotionalgemini
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
21 Nov 2022
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Dazai is a struggling writer in the 80s, drowning his depression in alcohol and sex, trying to escape his past.
Chuuya is a bartender at a queer bar, which he frequently sings at. But despite his passionate demeanor, he is constantly trying to fulfill his meaningless life with alcohol and his music, searching for something better.
Dazai stumbles into a bar that he had never seen before, unaware of the atmosphere around him. He silently watches as Chuuya begins to sing on stage. Dazai watches him, unsure of the feelings that arise within him as he watches this strange, yet intoxicating, redhead perform.
A story of two men searching for something more in life as they navigate sexuality, their haunting pasts, and battling the society around them during the height of the AIDS epidemic in the 80s.
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12 Mar 2026
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It’s not “I love you in every universe” between them, nor is it “I hate you in every universe except for one”. It shouldn’t hurt this much, but—
“I love you in every universe except for one.”
This isn’t how this was supposed to be between them.
OR: The Books does *magic* and Dazai finds himself thrown into another Yokohama, where he needs to figure out… well, everything.
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12 Mar 2026
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Dazai leans back, far enough that he’s looking at Chuuya upside down. His coat falls off his shoulders, draping over the armchair like a second shadow. That thin smile snakes across his face. “I have a question for you, Chuuya. Don’t answer right away!” He waggles a finger in admonishment and a snicker bubbles up. “It’s serious. I want to know.”
Pushing back a sigh, Chuuya answers, “Fine.”
“When I finally get it right—when I finally kill myself—how are you going to celebrate?”
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Or: Dazai spirals. Not everyone is willing to let him.
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28 Jan 2026
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the never-ending ache (of love and sorrow) by sunflowereads
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
01 Feb 2026
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"Happiness was not something I ever sought; I care more to be a hero.”
“You can be both, Satoru,” Suguru promised him.
Satoru smiled unconvincingly. “I don’t think I know any stories of heroes whose lives aren’t marred by some sort of tragedy.”
“Then you shall be the first, or I will have no choice but to become the villain to make it so,” Suguru vowed.
(or, a stsg retelling of The Song of Achilles that no one asked for)
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25 Nov 2025
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Your Gift is exhausting - until you touch hands with a man who can take all that pain away.
But with his touch comes a world of danger, fear, and violence - and your Gift lands you firmly in the middle of it.
Is it worth it?- Language:
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20 Oct 2025