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    In the dream, Armand is standing in the corner, crying. He holds the backs of his own arms. He says, very clearly, childlike in his plaintiveness, "Nobody ever comes looking for me."

    The first time Louis has the dream is also the first time that he realizes he could feel guilty about Armand, if he wanted to. Ten more dreams before he decides that he might. Twenty more before he knows that he does.

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    04 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    “We don’t deserve this,” Louis says, more to himself than Armand. Armand’s face, so open and vulnerable, falls. He presses a palm to his stomach. Louis tastes bile, or what he can remember of it. “Don’t do that shit,” Louis doesn’t believe a word he’s saying, but he says them anyway. “It’s not even a person yet. Not even anything.”

    “It’s yours,” Armand tells him.“That means something.”

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    Armand is pregnant with a child he desperately wants, and Louis is haunted by their mistakes–the Claudia of it all.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    There are familiar faces upstairs in the room with Daniel. Professors whose classes he’d taken. Those professors’ husbands and wives. Armand has just as much right to be here as any one of them, any other spouse, but on the other hand– maybe he doesn’t. Daniel had tried to warn him what this would be like. And Daniel doesn’t even know the half of it. Doesn’t know how much of a mess Armand used to be… before.

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    02 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    In the aftermath of a violent encounter and a serious injury, Louis and Armand are forced to confront some truths about their relationship, themselves, and what it might take for their companionship to survive.

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    27 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    He feels he has to get ahead of it, to lay it out before his memories are combed through, and begrudgingly elects to pull his sleeve up again until it bunches up at his elbow.

    “A while back, I had the old, uh, addadichtomy,” he snickers, smacking his other hand on the faded rectangular scar.

    “Pardon?” Louis asks with a brief furrow of his brow, his eyes intrigued and still somewhat concerned.

    “Add-a-dick… anyway. Yeah,” he trails off, taking a large sip from his glass. “Finally had the cash and time to get it done after I landed a decent book deal and settled the second divorce. Married rich that time around.” It hasn’t gotten much easier to have this talk, be it to his doctors, his sporadic flings, or even his first wife. He especially feels put off by having the creepy butler overhear this. Rashid isn’t even pretending to look at his iPad anymore, his shiny brown eyes pinned to his forearm as if he’s studying the scar tissue. How charming. 

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    29 May 2026