AkiShadow



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    “ I dunno,” Hikaru says, voice scratchy and throat burning, “Wanna tell me what ya saw? ‘m kinda flyin’ blind here.”

    Yoshiki flinches at the last sentence. He swallows, gaze full of something hesitant. Fearful.

    Fearful, fearful. Always fearful. When is Yoshiki ever not?

    “You… I…” Yoshiki says, voice shallow and tone hesitant. “You have wings.”

    It’s blunt despite the hesitance, just like Yoshiki always is. He-

    Wait, what?

    ———

    Or, ‘Hikaru’ grows wings one day. Yoshiki has no idea what’s happening.

    (Author is obsessed with wingfics. Sorry not sorry.)

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    Hikaru can’t stop himself from staring when Yoshiki laughs with a new girl, and the jealousy twisting in his chest leaves him breathless and more confused than ever.

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    28 Sep 2025

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    “I’ve seen yer soul.” ‘Hikaru’ lifted his hand from the sand, holding it awkwardly in the space between their bodies.

    “It’s beautiful,” he mumbled, almost to himself. “Nothing like a monster’s.”

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    28 Sep 2025

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    Wonka has a seizure but cant hide it this time.

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    26 Sep 2025

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    “Sorry, Yoshiki,” Hikaru groans as tears come out of one eye and more of him comes out of the other. “Ughh, I don’t – ”

    Yoshiki can see how hard he’s trying to calm himself down, but it just isn’t working.

    “It’s ok,” Yoshiki says, quiet. “It’s ok. Instead of shovin’ it back inside completely, can you try just...lettin’ it out? Just a little bit?”

    He has no clue how any of this works, but maybe a half-measure is better than trying to force it all at once.

    “Okay,” Hikaru says, but it sounds like a sob. More of the unknowable, incomprehensible swirl leaks out into the dark room.

    “Yoshiki – shit – ‘m sorry but can I…” Hikaru’s face – what’s visible behind the bloom of him – twists in a small kind of agony. “Can I touch you? Not much. Just – ”

    It's been years since Hikaru first took the body of Yoshiki's dead best friend. Despite everything - every horror and hurt - they managed to find a home in each other. Not quite friends or family. More and not. What they have is complicated, but precious.

    But when Yoshiki escapes their small town – to college, to Tokyo – Hikaru follows. And things start to change for them both.

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    25 Sep 2025