Alterkrmn



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    Tle didn’t know if it was the drinks, or the crowd, or the late night air that made him like this. He was soaked to the bone, his fingers wrinkled, his body moving along with all the dancing, all the people, with the thrill of the celebration. And his heart was pounding, skipping a beat every time he looked over and saw FirstOne’s wet clothes clinging to his skin.

    Maybe it was the way FirstOne just looked so… lovely. Tle couldn’t help it, honestly, when he just started pulling FirstOne towards him, hugging him close, kissing him anywhere he could reach, all under the guise of taking care of his partner. Whatever made him like this- clingy, touchy, needy- he didn’t know, but he had an inkling it had something to do with his very pretty partner.

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    TleFirstone get together during Songkran.

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    “Chengyu,” Jiang Xiaoshuai asks, lying beside him in their bed, trailing the fingers of one hand up along Guo Chengyu’s sternum, “how did you really feel about Chi Cheng back then?” 

    There is no need to specify what he means when he says, ‘back then.’ Guo Chengyu blinks and the world falls away and all at once he is 23 years old, he is in Chi Cheng’s arms, they are both drunk, and he is learning that he doesn’t like kissing his best friend in front of that treacherous boy and his phone. Kissing Chi Cheng is not a spectacle for Wang Shuo’s amusement. It’s not for Wang Shuo at all. It’s not dirty, or scandalous, or wrong, the way he makes it feel. It’s private. It’s… 

    29 year old Guo Chengyu rolls his eyes at Jiang Xiaoshuai and forces his muscles to relax. “You’re not still anxious about those old video clips, are you? We were young and stupid, and we liked to drink too much. Nothing that happened back then matters. It’s not important.”

    “It doesn’t feel unimportant.” 

    They are just. So. God damned weird about each other I cannot take it. So here we are. 🫠

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    Altschmerz

    n. weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had—the same boring flaws and anxieties you’ve been gnawing on for years, which leaves them soggy and tasteless and inert, with nothing interesting left to think about, nothing left to do but spit them out and wander off to the backyard, ready to dig up some fresher pain you might have buried long ago.


    Yuuri has trouble adjusting to St. Petersburg.

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    As it turns out, Yuri doesn't mind Yuuri moving to St. Petersburg nearly as much as he thought that he would, but that doesn't mean it's not an adjustment for both of them.

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