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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    In part, Mara feels a little bit like an idiot. She tries to rationalize her lack of care—for how he fell back into her life like an atom bomb, how he’s still so eager to go out of his way for her, how he still talks like he’s the smartest person in the room—with the fact that she’s going through something right now. She’s having the confused musings of a lost twenty year old at the ripe age of thirty-five, and if she pretends like there isn’t a wedding band strangling her finger or that she doesn’t have a toddler waiting for her at home, all of this is reasonable. Mara hasn’t done anything wrong.

    (alternatively: matt shows up in the lobby. naturally, mara does something wrong.)

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    19 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    It’s summertime and the camera guys are on vacation. A heatwave drives Matt to desperate measures. Jay tries an espresso martini. Things get highly sweaty.

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    03 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 43

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    The burning in Jay’s face is enough to make him itchy. He can’t identify the emotion behind it. It’s indignation and it’s mortification and it’s a new word ending in -ation no one has ever felt in history before called ‘Matt is talking about having a shitty girlfriend and that’s me’. He keeps his tight fists at his sides and his jaw clenched and Matt holds his gaze but he breathes like Jay just sent him for a race. And maybe Jay wants a race now.

    It's 2008. Matt's a little bit drunk. Jay's a little bit high.

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    02 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    What Matt doesn't know about what his friend pictures while masturbating can't possibly hurt him. Presumably. Matt has a preternatural ability to understand Jay thanks to their decades of friendship, but as far as Jay knows, that skill doesn't extend as far as literal mind reading.

    And thank god for that.

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    30 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    (Matt and Jay mistake a popular night club for a cult. A plan formulates. They think taking molly is part of an initiation ritual. Matt gets more outgoing, but Jay just really wants his hair played with. Back-alley hand stuff.)

    “No. I want it.” Matt’s voice has dropped. “Give it. Fucking give it to me.” Matt sounds more like he’s fighting over the wicked transparent N64 controller than a load of cum but who cares? Not Jay, clearly.

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    24 Apr 2026