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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    In part, Mara feels a little bit like an idiot. She tries to rationalize her lack of care—for how he fell back into her life like an atom bomb, how he’s still so eager to go out of his way for her, how he still talks like he’s the smartest person in the room—with the fact that she’s going through something right now. She’s having the confused musings of a lost twenty year old at the ripe age of thirty-five, and if she pretends like there isn’t a wedding band strangling her finger or that she doesn’t have a toddler waiting for her at home, all of this is reasonable. Mara hasn’t done anything wrong.

    (alternatively: matt shows up in the lobby. naturally, mara does something wrong.)

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    19 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    It’s summertime and the camera guys are on vacation. A heatwave drives Matt to desperate measures. Jay tries an espresso martini. Things get highly sweaty.

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    03 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 43

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    The burning in Jay’s face is enough to make him itchy. He can’t identify the emotion behind it. It’s indignation and it’s mortification and it’s a new word ending in -ation no one has ever felt in history before called ‘Matt is talking about having a shitty girlfriend and that’s me’. He keeps his tight fists at his sides and his jaw clenched and Matt holds his gaze but he breathes like Jay just sent him for a race. And maybe Jay wants a race now.

    It's 2008. Matt's a little bit drunk. Jay's a little bit high.

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    02 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    What Matt doesn't know about what his friend pictures while masturbating can't possibly hurt him. Presumably. Matt has a preternatural ability to understand Jay thanks to their decades of friendship, but as far as Jay knows, that skill doesn't extend as far as literal mind reading.

    And thank god for that.

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    30 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    (Matt and Jay mistake a popular night club for a cult. A plan formulates. They think taking molly is part of an initiation ritual. Matt gets more outgoing, but Jay just really wants his hair played with. Back-alley hand stuff.)

    “No. I want it.” Matt’s voice has dropped. “Give it. Fucking give it to me.” Matt sounds more like he’s fighting over the wicked transparent N64 controller than a load of cum but who cares? Not Jay, clearly.

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    24 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 19

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    20 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    like noticing a guy is fuckable is a federal offense, christ.

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    01 Sep 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 6

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    “Next time I’ll let you watch,” Robbie offers, his voice all imperious and cocky but not meeting Mark’s eyes. “If you like it so much, that is.”

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    01 Sep 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 3

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    Maybe-Natalie is talented with her tongue. It’s hard to concentrate on the feeling, waiting for Robbie’s grin to turn shit-eating the way it always does, and maybe that’s why Mark doesn’t break eye contact straight away. If he’s going to get his business aired to a hungover bus tomorrow, he can at least stand his ground, and so he flashes the same trademark smile that adorns the bedroom walls of ten thousand teenage girls across the country and winks. It feels like it should be the thing that shatters the ribbon of glass hanging in the air between them and gets Rob sniggering, fucking off with a loose fist miming something obscene as he goes, but instead he just—tilts his head back against the wall and keeps his gaze steady. Takes a bit of a breath, maybe. It doesn’t feel weird, and that’s somehow not weird in and of itself.

    They keep looking at one another.

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    17 Apr 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 4

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    It's 1994, and the sun is setting on a golden era. In spite of the encroaching darkness, Robbie wants many things - success, the band's approval, Gary - but it's not like life has been making it easy for him.

    Drugs are as good a method as any to help manage his anxiety; that's what they're for, right?

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    10 Mar 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 8

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    Curly has a passing affinity for the holiday season. Jimmy does not.

    But then again, does Jimmy like anything?

    (Aside from his captain, anyway.)

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    03 Jan 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 37

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    “Do you… want to do it?”
    Souichi blushes furiously, stutters a denial, and shoots him an accusatory glare. He doesn’t move.
    Oh, thinks Morinaga, does he actually?


    Souichi goes down for the first time.

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    25 Nov 2024

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    He’s almost to his car when he gets a text from Daniel, who seems to think stalking Lestat is a fun new hobby everyone should get in on: “Hey do you think this is about you?” and a link.

    He listens. Thrice. First, a general sense of insult overtakes him. The second time, he decides Lestat is going on about the same bullshit as always—you’re red, I’m blue, quite a rush to the altar, chéri—third, he thinks he might hear Lestat being sad at the end there, and his heart aches. He does, in fact, think this is about him. Actually, Louis thinks it is so much about him, he’s already looking up Lestat’s tour schedule and calling his pilot. If Lestat wants to play, he's got a game for him.

    Or: Louis gets mad, even, and in over his head. Lestat's (not) really sorry, he wants to give Louis a present. Some cycles break, some remain the same.

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    30 Aug 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 7

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    To give in is to be consumed. That was a rule for beasts, humans and dwellers all the same. The only variable was what being consumed meant and, for Lila, that was a very malleable concept.

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    25 Aug 2024

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    Lestat drew a deep breath and stiffened a little. Ran a hand down Louis’ back over the silk of his pajamas. Slowly, slowly relaxed as he let the breath back out. “Our love making left you in quite a state, cheri,” he said, such fondness softening the lilt of his voice. His hand swept up and down Louis’ back again and again. “I didn’t wish to disturb your rest.”

    The mere mention of their love making made Louis’ cock thump and his pulse flutter like a bird in his neck. He hummed, shifting just a little so he might reach down and grope Lestat’s soft cock through his pants. “And if I said I wish to disturb yours?”

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    The one where Louis climbs into Lestat's coffin.

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    18 Aug 2024

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    The Vampire Lestat is spiraling out of control.

    Daniel Molloy calls in backup.

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    30 Jul 2024

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Lestat used to seem to drink life itself, to hold so much of it inside of him. He used to feel like putting your bare hand on a furnace and feeling the ferocious roar of fire inside. Heat and motion, his Lestat.

    Or: Louis takes care of Lestat, then Lestat takes care of him.

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    22 Jul 2024

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    Set immediately after the stormy NOLA reunion scene in S2 Episode 8. Louis and Lestat talk, kiss, grieve, bicker, banter, flirt, and make love.

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    03 Jul 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 25

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    Louis is still getting used to sleeping in a coffin. Lestat is there to offer some much-needed palliation.

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    24 Jun 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 16

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    It’s like someone has got a grip on his insides. He’s simultaneously frozen with fear and desire. A part of him wants to find something to say, a wise-ass comment that will offset how heated this is, piss all over the tension. Lukas is smiling lazily at him. Like all of this is normal.

    “Say what you want to say,” he says. Roman swallows.

    “You know, my brother has Napoleon’s fuckin’ dick in a jar, we might see him sprinting towards us any minute to harvest yours,” he says, senselessly, to fill the silence and drown out the way his chest is rattling from the force of his heart rate.

    ~

    OR: A visit to Lukas to discuss the GoJo deal goes in an unpredictable direction.

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    05 Apr 2024

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