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thank you for being the victim of my shallow emotions by disorderedchicken
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
10 Feb 2025
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ivan couldn't take a second longer with his unrequied love for till, he snapped.
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Ivan stared at the bathroom floor, the once white pearly tiles smeared with red strokes like a ruined canva, his black eyes, dull and empty, like the polluted night sky devoid of any stars. The blade in his hand—small, sharp, and now slick with blood—trembled between his thin fingers and nails.
This was supposed to be the end. He had made the decision, hadn’t he? So why were his hands shaking so fucking much? Why did he feel so… hesitant?
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Ivan attempts to slit his wrists; luckily Till, his roommate, arrives in time and he gets an earful.
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lick into my mouth (and taste my rot) by illu_gremlins
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
15 Jul 2026
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Ivan develops Hanahaki after years of harbouring intense romantic feelings towards his childhood friend, Till.
It's fine.
He'll be fine.
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“Ivan, what is this?” Till's voice couldn't hold down a steady octave. His breathing was ragged from the silent tears and the panic he just lived through. “Ivan..”
“H-” Ivan tried to answer for it was Till, but his body wasn't listening to his commands.
“Hanahaki? T-this is Hanahaki, right? So you had, what, Hanahaki all along?” Till laughed hysterically. “You've been coughing flowers, flowers that, that would result in death, a-and you didn't even go to a doctor? Didn't tell anyone?”
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Ivan ends up with Hanahaki but doesn't care about it since nobody does either. (At least, that's what he thinks.)
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Ivan knew that his heat was near but he didn't want to bother Till with it. Hopefully fate had other plans and Ivan didn't have to suffer through his heat alone.