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just because i'm alive, why do you smile so much? by solvexa for asteronomical
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
11 Jul 2026
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Eventually, he felt separated from people. Just as ice chips away from the main formation, so does Grace from society as he inevitably becomes a shell of his former self. Smiles dissipate, and the mask of pretend chisels away to reveal the piece beneath. What remains is merely the figment of the man he once was.
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Grace falls deep into a negative spiral, and eventually succumbs to the desire of his intrusive thoughts. He just wants to be saved.
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Get Me Out of My Mind by theepitomeofamess
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Iron Lung (2026)
04 Aug 2026
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Grace can't focus, can't sleep, can't get out of his head. Simon helps.
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Grace gives Simon a laptop with full internet access, in hopes that he gets to know Earth. All Simon wants to do is get to know Ryland Grace.
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thank you for being the victim of my shallow emotions by disorderedchicken
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
10 Feb 2025
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ivan couldn't take a second longer with his unrequied love for till, he snapped.
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Ivan stared at the bathroom floor, the once white pearly tiles smeared with red strokes like a ruined canva, his black eyes, dull and empty, like the polluted night sky devoid of any stars. The blade in his hand—small, sharp, and now slick with blood—trembled between his thin fingers and nails.
This was supposed to be the end. He had made the decision, hadn’t he? So why were his hands shaking so fucking much? Why did he feel so… hesitant?
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Ivan attempts to slit his wrists; luckily Till, his roommate, arrives in time and he gets an earful.
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lick into my mouth (and taste my rot) by illu_gremlins
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
15 Jul 2026
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Ivan develops Hanahaki after years of harbouring intense romantic feelings towards his childhood friend, Till.
It's fine.
He'll be fine.
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“Ivan, what is this?” Till's voice couldn't hold down a steady octave. His breathing was ragged from the silent tears and the panic he just lived through. “Ivan..”
“H-” Ivan tried to answer for it was Till, but his body wasn't listening to his commands.
“Hanahaki? T-this is Hanahaki, right? So you had, what, Hanahaki all along?” Till laughed hysterically. “You've been coughing flowers, flowers that, that would result in death, a-and you didn't even go to a doctor? Didn't tell anyone?”
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Ivan ends up with Hanahaki but doesn't care about it since nobody does either. (At least, that's what he thinks.)
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Ivan knew that his heat was near but he didn't want to bother Till with it. Hopefully fate had other plans and Ivan didn't have to suffer through his heat alone.
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Let it out and let it in by amoistkidneybean
Fandoms: Iron Lung (2026), Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
03 Aug 2026
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Old memories haunt Grace like vengeful ghosts. He can't run from them forever.
(aka Grace is far more traumatized than he lets on, and Simon and Rocky are determined to help)
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Do I Love You? (With some strings attached–) by Silsil_BSD
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
09 Apr 2026
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"How does Luka barge in if your door is always locked?" Sua ignored his questions for one of her own.
"He made his own copy of my keys, he just unlocks it whenever he wants to enter."
She scrunched up her nose in disgust, "What if you're changing or something?"
Ivan simply shrugged nonchalantly with his eyes closed, "That's happened before, so what?"
Gross. "Freaks." Sua voiced aloud, gagging, "Actually that probably helps this operation."
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Till refuses to accept he's in love with Ivan
It pisses Sua off because of Mizi so she takes matters into her own hands
Featuring Luka, an unwilling matchmaker!He's just a really good friend
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Right!?
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When Ivan's soulmark first appears, he feels wronged by the universe. Convinced he is poison and that Till deserves a life free from him, Ivan dedicates himself to a life of avoidance, believing the most loving act he can offer is his own absence.
Meanwhile, Till searches.
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Rises The Moon by creativelyjuicified
Fandoms: Iron Lung (2026), Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
08 Jul 2026
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He finally sees Grace, who is silently staring at his own teary reflection in the window. “Grace?”
“I can’t do it, Si…”
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Grace cracks from the pressure of getting him, Simon, and Rocky to Erid. Simon comforts him.
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Simon Rocky Save Grace by ObsessiveAgony
Fandoms: Iron Lung (2026), Project Hail Mary (2026)
12 Jun 2026
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[This is set between my fic, "To Want to Live is to be Human" and "Gratitude in a Sea of Green". You don't need to read either to understand what's happening in this fic.]
Simon didn’t think he’d be behind the control panel for any sort of ship ever again.
Especially after the SM-13.
Yet here he was, behind the controls of the Hail Mary, mentally cursing the blue puppy eyes that had silently pleaded with him.
Goddammit…
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Update 7/8: No more Eden Speech. Check bottom notes for why.
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The Depths Of The Night Cannot Blind Me by GidGod
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Iron Lung (2026)
20 Jul 2026
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After Grace saves Simon from a certain death from the Blood Ocean, the pair of men have been developing a steady routine during the 3 weeks they have lived together upon the Hail Mary.
Their nightly routine is disturbed one night, however, by the onslaught of Grace's feverishly inspired night-terror. Luckily, Simon knows a thing or two surrounding a PTSD attack. However, It just so happens that the pair of men have not quite gotten round to discussing their pasts yet.
A slow burn story about trauma, forgiveness, hope and eventually, love. Note changing tags as the story progresses!
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26 Jul 2026
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My Song’s Out of Key Again (Take it Slow) by Maltzeers
Fandoms: Iron Lung (2026), Project Hail Mary (2026)
25 Jul 2026
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“But now he was sitting on the shore, shoes off and feet in the sand, humming to himself between sips of wine. The ocean was always so pretty at night, a soft fog settling over it. He hoped his body made a good source of food for the fish. He hadn’t looked it up. He should’ve.”
“It was too late to back out now, though.”
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Ryland Grace is fired from his job and can’t stand to find another purpose in life, so he decides enough is enough and ends it. Simon isn’t so keen on letting this human go.
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26 Jul 2026
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I have planets to save dang it! by Local_Loser24
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Iron Lung (2026)
05 Jul 2026
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Grace isn't letting a cold stop his taumeoba research
Simon thinks otherwise
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25 Jul 2026
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Patron saints of one way trips by clokkerfoot
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Iron Lung (2026)
18 Apr 2026
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An Eridian mining crew find a human welded into a stranded ship on the surface of a moon. They bring him back to Erid, to the only other human they know.
Something in Grace's chest flickered into life. He had buried it so long ago that he hardly knew what it was anymore, and so he took off his glasses and cleaned them on the edge of his cardigan, as if Rocky's words were a smudge he could clear away before finding the will to hope.
“Ah…” his words failed halfway out of his mouth. Rocky chittered at him, a little sound of encouragement. “There’s another human? Here. And… alive?”
** Work is complete but new chapters may be added if the whimsy takes me**
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20 Jul 2026
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Bloodymary Bloodymary (Say This Thrice) by DashOfPeppers
Fandoms: Iron Lung (2026), Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
26 Jul 2026
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Simon is on Erid, learning to be human again. Grace is there, too, guiding Simon towards there.
Except that each night, he wakes up one foot deeper in the biodome’s ocean.
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20 Jul 2026
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The Grace, the Body, the Eucharist by Shineyybean
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Iron Lung (2026)
10 Jun 2026
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There was nothing, nothing in this whole, entirely vast universe, as perfect as Ryland Grace’s mouth.
Simon knew himself to be good for close to nothing.
But one thing he'd always excelled at was the act of worship.
He’d long said goodbye to purpose as he’d known it.
If his new direction in life, his singular, daily task was the endless, mindless veneration of his Savior, the adoration of the singular star in his vast, dark sky, he would find comfort in it.
More than that, he’d find pleasure in it.Or about how Simon confesses (sort of) and things take an unexpected turn.
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19 Jul 2026
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love & temptation by quackquackcey for Jojorice
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
31 Aug 2024
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Aventurine enjoys life as a higher demon in a casino-ridden town until a curious encounter with an eccentric priest—or rather, a devil hunter. As they grow closer, he begins to suspect that the other is his soulmate...but that couldn't be, right?
♱ A demon who fell into temptation, & a priest who fell into love.~ ♱