BABYGIRLISM
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When Castiel takes over Sam’s mind break in s7, it breaks down his grace to leaving him nearly human. Alone, afraid and riddled with the guilt and weight of his mistakes, he runs. Runs from his past and runs into what he calls penance.
When he eventually is found, many would disagree.
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try your whole life to be righteous and be good (wind up on your own floor choking on blood) by BABYGIRLISM
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
22 Apr 2022
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“It started with the fall. At least, that’s what Cas has to tell himself; he doesn’t feel so guilty for the weight of his sins if he had a good reason to start sinning in the first place.”
also known as: demon blood addict cas fic curtesy of caro giving me brain rot on it
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it doesn’t matter what you are (it only matters what you do) by BABYGIRLISM
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
31 Mar 2022
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“The nephilim was practicing using his mind to turn book pages for fun, and that is when everything went from multi species family trying to teach their ultra powerful child to oh fuck we forgot the second youngest of the family is actually evil within about 2 seconds.”
aka the sam winchester gets his powers back on a random weekday and it causes a breakdown ending in his trauma being actually dealt with fic
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“ Every day he picked up a pencil and drew as many faces and details he could remember of his life before the cage.”
aka a post cage fic of sam recovering from hallucifer with flashbacks to some of the years he spent in hell
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My Darling, I’ll Stay In Your Heart Forever by BABYGIRLISM
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
16 Mar 2022
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Rowena has also used several other pet names in passing. The likes of babe, honey and sweetheart if she’s feeling particularly sweet towards him.
But darling? Darling is new.
The name is said oh so sweetly and strongly, put into the air around them that washes over Castiel’s skin in waves. The feeling washing over him feels like a warm hug, a reassuring affirmative that Rowena is okay.
see also: self indulgent fic of rowena comforting cas and calling him pet names because i miss them
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there's no cell service in the afterlife by screamsintothesun
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
19 Dec 2022
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Castiel is resurrected from The Empty. While Dean is recovering from casting the spell that brought him back, Cas checks his voicemail.
Turns out, they both just might be able to say what it is they want.
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29 Jan 2023
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When Dean takes the brunt of a spell intended to evict Castiel from his vessel, his mind fractures and it falls to Cas and Sam to put him back together—not knowing how many pieces of Dean there are, or which part will come out next. Will it be the innocent child who remembers that angels are watching over him? The Hell-tortured adult who believes he’s not worthy of rescue? The angry hunter who has been betrayed one too many times? Or the lover who no longer has a reason to hold back?
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09 Nov 2022
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A badly timed encounter with a witch zaps Cas back to Palo Alto, California, circa 2004. He goes in search of Sam for a place to stay while his Grace recharges enough for him to return to his time, but instead he finds stubborn, bright, alive Jessica Moore. And when he accidentally says just a little bit too much about Sam's childhood, they wind up on a mission: to find John Winchester, and to make him pay.
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06 Apr 2022
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Love and Longing in Lebanon by piesexuality, things_renew_themselves
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
01 Apr 2022
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Dean was entranced by the way Cas handled the fish with mercy, peered upon it with reverence. As he did so, he said, "Hello, dear little creature. You are a being of such elegance and beauty. I am honored that you will nourish my family. Thank you, and I'm sorry. May God rest your soul."
Dean lost it. He cackled and giggled, and felt so much more joy in that single moment then he had in all the months Cas had been gone. Because it was really Cas, he was really back, he was right here beside Dean, just like he'd always been. He was exuding kindness and care, in true Cas fashion, and it was amplified, because when Cas got high, he got even more devastatingly sweet.
"You feeling it, buddy?"
Cas turned to him, confusion written on his face. When realization dawned on him, he started laughing, too.
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01 Apr 2022
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After being abducted and forced to drink demon blood by a pair of opportunistic witches, Sam is back with his family. As he prepares for another hellish detox, Mary decides she's going to ride it out by his side.
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31 Mar 2022