Behind_the_Facade



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    I used to wonder, if I pretend for long enough that I’m ok, maybe I’ll believe it, too. Everyone else has already been fooled, so how much harder do I need to try to make it real? I used to wonder about that, wonder about it a lot. But not anymore. Now I know it doesn’t matter. Because everything is still inside of me, and it’s never going to go away. The guilt, the hatred.

    The truth.

    The monster.

    Sam has finally had enough. While Castiel and Dean are both out of the hotel room, Sam writes a letter.

    Chapter Seven was deleted and revamped. It's a lot better than the original, I promise!

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    When Sam feels like there's no way out of the life he hates, he makes a drastic decision that turns the entire family upside down.

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    Alternate ending for s07e02 Hello Cruel World
    After luring Sam to an abandoned warehouse, Lucifer is able to convince the hunter that Dean is not real. Sam does something drastic and Dean can't stop him this time.
    Warning for themes of suicide!

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    This is the way Sam’s world ends.

    (You don't have to have read the first two parts.)

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    "Dean... I made a really big mistake."

    For a second, Dean actually thought things were going okay. He was out of Hell, Sam agreed to stop drinking demon blood, they had just wrapped up a successful hunt... for once, everything was okay. And then it wasn't.

    "I overdosed."

    Not at all.

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