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  1. Public Bookmark 87

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    They had talked about them once, long after the pain had dulled, wondering if there had been something unspoken, something almost sacred, in their exchange of blood.

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    lottie transfers to the university where her childhood best friend, van, is attending, hoping for a fresh start after a breakup and breakdown

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    25 Apr 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 94

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    I’m sorry. Have I ever told you that? If I did, did you even believe it? I’m not sure if I would believe it if I were you, but I’m still sorry. I didn’t mean for everything to turn out the way it did with Javi, then Ben, then everybody else, but it’s still my fault. I don’t expect you to forgive me, but I want you to know that I’m sorry. 

    Out there, I thought that I was fearless. Here, I don’t think I’ve ever been so afraid. They claim that they’re making me feel better, but I feel like I get worse with every passing day. I don’t know when they’ll let me out, or if they even will. I don’t know if I should even be allowed to go out. Nothing feels real anymore. 

    OR: A series of letters sent between Lottie Matthews and Natalie Scatorccio over the course of several months, the moments in between, and what happens after.

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    20 Apr 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 47

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    Nat needs a date to a wedding and a way to get her teammates off her back. Luckily Lottie is there to help her out.

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    College au with a side of fake dating

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    03 Feb 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 88

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    The presence of the person who pretty much ruined her life in high school wasn't what Natalie was expecting on a random Friday night at her apartment.

    And yet, there she was.

    Lottie Matthews, in the flesh.

    Or was she?

    That Lottie was different. She lacked the confidence, the air of superiority, the self assuredness.

    The old Lottie remembered, spoke. The new Lottie was a mystery. A mystery Natalie wasn't in the right mind to solve.

    And yet, she had to.

    Her roommates knew what went down between them and still let Lottie stay for the night. They gave her the benefit of the doubt.

    Natalie was unaware of how deep the rabbit hole went.

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    02 Feb 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    Turkish Quandale Dingle has transferred to a new school, and finally, for the first time in his life, has friends.

    And a crush.

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    05 Apr 2024