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    Montreal didn't take the news of Shane's and Ilya's relationship very well.

    Shane would've never thought that the hatred of his teammates could run so deep, until he finds himself lying half-conscious on the floor, with blood coating his lips and face.

    In the aftermath, Shane tries to protect Ilya as much as he can, not wanting to bother him with his fears.

    Ilya doesn't want to do anyhting more than protect Shane from his fears, afraid Shane's refusal to talk will change their relationship irrevocably.
     
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    AU fic set after Shane and Ilya's involuntary outing. A few teammates attack Shane. Ilya freaks out. Shane shuts everyone out. The following weeks are hell. Shane has to learn to overcome his fears.

     

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Gelesen

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    Once upon a really bad day, Ilya Rozanov decides to follow a set of steps to make himself feel better:

    1. Hold something cold
    2. Put on shoes and walk to the end of the street
    3. Put on one song that makes you feel something
    4. Write the three worst thoughts in your head and read them out loud
    5. Call someone and say “I need you to talk to me for five minutes”

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    01 Aug 2026

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    Fate liked to torture him, so Shane looked at Ilya.
    "What do you think?" He asked shyly, much less amused by all this when Ilya stayed quiet. He hasn't spoken a word since Shane left the bathroom. "I think…I think I could grow to like the eyeliner, but…"
    Ilya interrupted him with an unidentifiable sound that left his tight throat. He cleared it, trying to hold himself together.
    "Is nice." He mumbled out. "Pretty dress."
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    In which ilya thinks he's straight, until he sees his gay best friend dressed up in drag as a joke (he gets so hard he almost faints).

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    01 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 77

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    Lacking community, Shane Hollander wants "it"--the place he can be himself, the people he can be free around.

    The answer lies in a leather bar.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    “When I get into that room, it’s game fucking over. I’m the best fucking player.” Shane didn’t need Ilya’s validation, not right now. He believed the words deep down in his soul, feeling his rage simmering into the same brash arrogance Ilya wore like a familiar sweater. 

    “Everyone is going to come when they see me. They won’t fucking know what hit them. They’ll know how big my cock is and how good I can use it and how I’m going to fuck Montreal so hard, they’ll beg for more.”

    Ilya’s hips rutted faster against the soft comforter, cock harder than ever before at Shane’s confidence and bravado. He could back all of it up, and his husband now knew it. He tightened the leash again and Ilya couldn’t remember the last time he took a full breath. If he suffocated and died in this magnificent ass, he’d dance his way into heaven.

    “We’re going to win tonight, and they’ll wish they never fucking heard of Shane Hollander. And when we win the Cup, you’re going to fuck me for three days straight until I can’t walk. And then we’ll fuck again and cum all over those three little Montreal plaques.”

    AKA: Shane took a DNA test. Turns out he's 100% that bitch.

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    28 Jul 2026