8 Bookmarks by BirtheHa

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    Montreal didn't take the news of Shane's and Ilya's relationship very well.

    Shane would've never thought that the hatred of his teammates could run so deep, until he finds himself lying half-conscious on the floor, with blood coating his lips and face.

    In the aftermath, Shane tries to protect Ilya as much as he can, not wanting to bother him with his fears.

    Ilya doesn't want to do anyhting more than protect Shane from his fears, afraid Shane's refusal to talk will change their relationship irrevocably.
     
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    AU fic set after Shane and Ilya's involuntary outing. A few teammates attack Shane. Ilya freaks out. Shane shuts everyone out. The following weeks are hell. Shane has to learn to overcome his fears.

     

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Gelesen

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    Once upon a really bad day, Ilya Rozanov decides to follow a set of steps to make himself feel better:

    1. Hold something cold
    2. Put on shoes and walk to the end of the street
    3. Put on one song that makes you feel something
    4. Write the three worst thoughts in your head and read them out loud
    5. Call someone and say “I need you to talk to me for five minutes”

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    01 Aug 2026

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    Fate liked to torture him, so Shane looked at Ilya.
    "What do you think?" He asked shyly, much less amused by all this when Ilya stayed quiet. He hasn't spoken a word since Shane left the bathroom. "I think…I think I could grow to like the eyeliner, but…"
    Ilya interrupted him with an unidentifiable sound that left his tight throat. He cleared it, trying to hold himself together.
    "Is nice." He mumbled out. "Pretty dress."
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    In which ilya thinks he's straight, until he sees his gay best friend dressed up in drag as a joke (he gets so hard he almost faints).

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    01 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 82

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    Lacking community, Shane Hollander wants "it"--the place he can be himself, the people he can be free around.

    The answer lies in a leather bar. Shane realizes that perhaps, being a hopeless romantic is a curse.

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    28 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 47

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    “When I get into that room, it’s game fucking over. I’m the best fucking player.” Shane didn’t need Ilya’s validation, not right now. He believed the words deep down in his soul, feeling his rage simmering into the same brash arrogance Ilya wore like a familiar sweater. 

    “Everyone is going to come when they see me. They won’t fucking know what hit them. They’ll know how big my cock is and how good I can use it and how I’m going to fuck Montreal so hard, they’ll beg for more.”

    Ilya’s hips rutted faster against the soft comforter, cock harder than ever before at Shane’s confidence and bravado. He could back all of it up, and his husband now knew it. He tightened the leash again and Ilya couldn’t remember the last time he took a full breath. If he suffocated and died in this magnificent ass, he’d dance his way into heaven.

    “We’re going to win tonight, and they’ll wish they never fucking heard of Shane Hollander. And when we win the Cup, you’re going to fuck me for three days straight until I can’t walk. And then we’ll fuck again and cum all over those three little Montreal plaques.”

    AKA: Shane took a DNA test. Turns out he's 100% that bitch.

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    28 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 27

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    Shane has a surprise for Ilya; he doesn't know how to say it out loud. Ever since a casual chat with Rose sparked an idea, he's been secretly working on it entirely by himself. He doesn't need words tonight. Not when he has an outfit this bold.

    Or,

    Shane bought a "Spank me" thong and is all set to surprise Ilya.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    Prompt from Reddit - a tired Ilya answers a media question a little too honestly.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is going to murder his agent.

    And he means that literally. Because his agent is the reason he’s currently wearing a hot mic during Hockey Night in Canada. Against the Ottawa Centaurs. Against Ilya.

    Ilya, who has no filter. Ilya, who thinks workplace professionalism is a hilarious suggestion for other people. Ilya, who has spent a decade perfecting the art of saying absolutely unhinged things to Shane on the ice, safe in the knowledge that nobody can hear him.

    Ilya, who definitely doesn’t know about the microphone.

    What follows is sixty minutes of Shane’s life flashing before his eyes while his secret boyfriend enthusiastically discusses their sex life, their broken furniture, and exactly what he wants to do to Shane after the game — all broadcast to millions of viewers.

    The problem? Shane can’t get a word in edgewise to warn him.

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    13 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Gelesen

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